Conviction

She talks so rapidly and so full of conviction that, for a brief moment, Xena toys with the idea of letting this girl come along. Let this girl fill up the hours of silence; possibly fill up the hole in Xena's life and in Xena's heart.
Hercules ripped back the veil and the warrior princess is now standing out in the open, exposed.
This girl is begging for a chance to be... What is it you are looking for in me? Who do you think I am? And who will I be if I am with you?

She is so quiet and exuding so much strength that, for a brief moment, Gabrielle is doubtful that this warrior will listen to a village girl's plea. This warrior might shove her aside, might ignore the ache within Gabrielle's green eyes, shut out a companion and a friend in the warrior's midst.
Xena ripped back the veil and Gabrielle is now standing out in the open, free.
This warrior needs a place to be... What can I give to her? Who is she looking for? And who will I be if I am with her?

They stare at each other for so long and with such intensity that, for a brief moment, they wonder if this is somehow a push from the Fates. Letting them in on a secret, one that rests in each other's lives and one that will somehow join them in a bond stronger than the gods.

"Don't follow me. I mean it." Xena says as she walks out, closing the door on something that makes no sense to her mind.
And Gabrielle, not one for denying the truth, hears all that is unsaid and knows that she will follow the warrior anywhere.

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