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Hope you like the story! Its one of my first
Chapter 1: Too Over Protective
I looked in the mirror and tucked the loose strands of fly away hair back behind my ear. I walked out of our bedroom and down the stairs. My eco-friendly shopping bag hung off the end of the railing, I swiftly picked it up and slid it up my arm, then grabbed my purse. Edward was watching a baseball game with Emmett and they were yelling like wild animals as the teams made touchdowns or was it hole-in-one, whatever I was not interested. I walked in, at first they didn't even notice me as I sat down next to my wonderful husband, Edward.
I kissed his cheek, "Bye, honey I'm gonna go to the grocery store, keep it down so you don't wake up Nessie, if she wakes u-".
I was cut off by Emmett before I could finish,"We know what to do, your such a typical mom, gosh!" he stated. Rudely.
I rolled my eyes and whispered to Edward, "I love you, babe. I'll be back soon!" I knew he worried about me when I left so I made sure to assure him that I was fine.
"Bye. I love yo-" again our conversation was interrupted by none other than Emmett.
"Oh, I love you too, pumpkin cakes!" he snickered. I rolled my eyes and walked out the door. I couldn't stand the way Emmett did that. I hopped in my gray Land Rover and sat there, I loved this car. Edward got it for me, as my "birthday" present, even though I really wasn't getting any older.
I stuck my key in the ignition and slowly turned it, loving the purr of my engine. I gunned the pedal and sped down the road. I remember hating when Edward would drive so fast, now I understand how they felt and as I sat in the soft leather seats I reminisced on those times.
In less than two minutes I was in a parking spot at Albertson's, the lot was pretty filled. For Forks, that is. I grabbed a shopping cart and wheeled it through the automatic sliding doors. There were many aisles and the floor and walls were white, the floor a cheap laminate.
I went to the baby section where I purchased baby food, diapers, and other necessities for Renesmee, unlike all the other Cullens, she was the only one who didn't drink blood. Well, that is, until she turns 15 and will become a vampire.
I walked down the candy aisle and grabbed two Hershey bars, I had never lost my taste for chocolate even after becoming a vampire, I still ate it. Greedily. Edward thought I was un-normally weird, I always laughed at that.
As I made my way towards the register I grabbed another tube of toothpaste and some hair products. There was a young woman at the register, she quickly scanned my purchases and complimented me on my new pink baby doll. This made me smile, it was one of the few outfits I had picked out without Rosalie and Alice's suggestions. I thanked her as she eyed it, grabbed my bag and headed out into the warm night.
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I slid my key out of the ignition and jumped out of the car, forgetting my strength causing a minor earthquake to shake the forests of Forks, Washington. I walked over to the door and tried to open it. It was unlocked, the door swung open and sitting in the living room staring at me was my husband. He was weirdly looking at me with anger and worry flashing on his face. I have to admit, I was down right confused. Why was he looking at me like that? I didn't do anything, did I? I don't think I did anything. But with Edward, you never know.
"What's wrong?" I asked. Before I had pondered that it was me but what if it was someone else. Now I was worried. What if it was Nessie? Oh no, my baby! I ran up the stairs avoiding Edward, whom had not yet answered my question
She was still laying in her crib. I smiled to myself, she was so adorable. I tiptoed back down the steps. "You have been gone for about an hour. What the hell makes you think you can just go out for hours? Where the hell were you, anyway?" he yelled at me.
I was shocked and I let my jaw drop to prove it. Who did he think he was freaking talking to? I was his wife and I loved him, and now he is going to make up shit. Well then, this is not how its gonna be. "What the hell, is your problem? A mother cannot go to the grocery store to get her baby some things without practically being smothered by her husband. You might as well put me on a leash, you asshole!" I cringed, I knew I had lost my temper and I couldn't do that being a newborn but I didn't care I was mad.
He sighed loudly and I began to sob dryly, one of the human things I missed, being able to cry. I don't know why life is so bitchtastic. He embraced me and I laid on his chest until I heard Nessie crying. I got up and walked towards the stairs, I looked at her, she was adorable. I picked her up and walked down the stairs as I grabbed a bottle off of the counter. I turned back and walked up the stairs.
It took 40 minutes to get her back to sleep as I rocked her in the chair. I looked at the clock, it was almost 10 PM. The way Edward was acting lately it was either Jasper, weirdness, or PMS. I laughed at that. I guessed it was probably number 2 and walked to the bedroom. I grabbed some light grey Aeropostale sweatpants and a tight cami (both on profile) and swiftly changed.
I walked out of the house, it was pelting snow. Even after my change I still hated it with disgust. As I began walking down the road, I was pulled back by something strong and took back into the house. It was Edward. I couldn't believe him.
"What's wrong now, am I forbidden to see Alice?" I sarcastically said but the anger penetrated my voice.
He stood there calmly, "No, that is not the case. It is snowing and very cold." He thinks I am still a vulnerable human.
"Edward, I am a vampire, not a china teacup." I said sharply.
He shook his head at me and I made a grimace,"You know, just because you are a vampire, doesn't mean you are indestructible! You need to get a grip on yourself." I felt the anger rush through my body he was utterly terrible. Before I knew was it I was crouched and about to pounce when he began to back up towards the corner of the room. He began to crouch too. Before anything could happen, Alice and Emmett burst into the room. Edward was snarling and growling and the same sounds were coming from me.
"Hey I can't believe you decided to wrestle and didn't invite me!" he said laughing. Although, as soon as he had said this he looked at both of us and realized this was real.
Alice opened her mouth and was about to something when I pounced on him and we began rolling around on the ground. I was winning, being a newborn was giving me an advantage. Otherwise, he would be winning! We thrashed this way and that. We scratched, we bit, we clawed, we punched, but after about 5 minutes of fighting that felt like 5 years, I stood up. His eyes were black in anger, I figured mine were too, but instead of continuing the fight I ran up the stairs into Nessie's room.
I grabbed a suitcase from the closet and silently put most of her clothes in it. I then ran to our room and took two extra large suitcase and filled it with all of my clothes. Then got another bag for my toiletries. I then continued this until all of Nessie and I's items were in a bag. They were 32 bags by the door. I picked her up from her crib, the only things left in the room was the furniture. I walked down the stairs, she was still asleep in my arms. No one was there they had all left to the Cullen mansion.
I threw everything into my SUV and buckled Renesmee into her carseat. We arrived at the bottom and I stepped out and walked through the front door. Everyone including Edward was sitting in the living room when I walked in. They must have figured I just wanted some time alone. I am surprised Alice didn't see this in a vision. Maybe it was because I was continually changing my mind about what I was about to do.
I walked over to them all and gave them all loving hugs and kisses. Then I got to Edward, I didn't want to see his face at all. He was terrible, he was the reason this was happening. I walked past him not saying a word, not looking in his eyes, giving him a hug, a kiss, because I knew if I did I would forget everything and stay. I trudged towards the door fighting the tears that were not there. I opened the door and got in my car, they must not have realized I had Nessie because I heard Edward say he was going to check on her as I zoomed down the hill.
I glanced back at Nessie as I heard a ringing, blood curling, furious scream boom through Washington, escape Edward's mouth. I fought myself as I tried to turn back, I drove down the hill and out of Washington at a slow 70 mph. I wanted Renesmee to stay asleep and I was too absorbed in my thoughts to go faster.
I sighed as we past the Come Again sign that sat on the Washington and Oregon border line. I sniffled as I left my life to start a new one. I pulled into a rest stop and sat there for the rest of the night while Nessie slept and I silently and tearlessly cried.
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