"Mikey don't go please!" I pleaded.
"I can't take this anymore Gerard!" Mikey yelled at me.
Now I know,
That I can make you stay,
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your,
"Please don't go," I said tears welling in my eyes.
"I'm going crazy Gerard! I need to go!" Mikey yelled throwing some of his clothes in a bag.
And I know,
There's nothing I can say,
To change that part,
To change that part,
To change,
"You're not going crazy!" I yelled.
"I am Gerard! I am!" Mikey yelled facing me.
So many bright lights to cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete.
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak,
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.
"Mikey I need you!" I yelled.
"You got Frank, Ray, and Bob you'll be fine!" Mikey yelled back.
"But I need you!" I yelled tears rolling down my cheeks.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
"Don't leave me!" I yelled at Mikey.
"I'll be back, I just need a break!" Mikey yelled.
"We all need you!" I spat out.
"You guys will be fine without me!" Mikey yelled.
Can you see?
My eyes are shinning bright,
'Cause I'm out here on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And I'm so weak,
Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete,
A love that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
"Mikey I love you don't go." I said.
"I love you too Gerard, I just can't take this anymore!"Mikey yelled zipping up his bag.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
"The band needs you!" I yelled.
"Like I said I'll be back I just need a break!" Mikey yelled and shoved past me.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
"Please don't go," I pleaded I couldn't stop crying.
"Gerard stop making this harder," Mikey said softly.
These bright lights have always blinded me,
These bright lights have always blinded me,
I say.
"Don't go." I said.
"I have to." Mikey said then headed down the stairs.
I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafraid,
"Asleep or dead."
'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafraid,
"Asleep or dead."
"I can't go on without you!" I yelled.
"You can and you will." Mikey said.
'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafraid,
"Asleep or dead."
'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafraid,
"Asleep or dead."
"No Mikey I can't!" I yelled I was sobbing now.
"Gerard stop making this harder for the both of us!" Mikey yelled tears now in his eyes.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
"Please don't," I couldn't managed to keep my emotions in check.
"I'm sorry Gerard, I have to." Mikey said one tear rolling down his cheek.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
Mikey left closing the front door behind him. He left me there on my knee's crying, confused, angry, and alone.