O'Hanlon1
Won't I?
By Kelsey O'Hanlon
(Lights Off) (Door Slams)
(Lights On)
Girl: (yelling at the closed door) Fine Leave you ass, see if I care. I don't need you anyways you useless rotten sperm donor. (Car drives off. girl starts to cry softly to her self) Oh God, oh God what am I gonna do? How could this have happened to me? AGH! I told him to a condom! I told him! But does he listen? NO! And no I'm stuck baby, all because Captain Hormones wanted "the full experience." "I'll pull out" he says "It'll be fine" he says. (pointing to her stomach) Does this look fine?!!! SHIT! I hate that bastard! (talking to an imagined person) DO you hear me? I hate you! You-you! GAH! You did this to me! You did this and now you run out on me like some little weak ass punk, telling me "Oh it's not my fault, you let me" blah blah blah. Well you know what? I don't need you! I'm going to take this kid and I'm going to keep it. And I'm gong to raise it right! And still go to college you prick! (softly to her self) Yeah I'm gonna keep it… (sits on the floor) Oh god how am I going to do this on my own? Why did he leave me? Why can't he take responsibility? Why won't he help? (pause. anger at her self now) Why do I think I need Him? Why did I even consider having that pitiful excuse of a man in my child's life? I am going to have this baby with out him; I am going to have my dreams with out him. An after all that, I am going to hunt him down and blow torch that miserable prick's penis! (pause as she loses her anger) Oh God. (cries) How am I going to do this on my own? (pause as she gains confidence in herself) I will do this. I am gong to do this. And I'm going to do it right! (pause not sure anymore) Won't I?