PLEASE NOTE: MOST of these are about Aqua, not all of them.
These are for: Zexiontwo's 100 Songs of the hearts Challenge
Disclaimer: Neither this song, nor the characters in this are mine, the characters belong to Squarenix and the song belongs to Kelly Clarkson
Song 1
Behind These Hazel Eyes
Kairi X Axel (sorta)
I'm Paying The Price.
I should've know what was coming, I should've know that I couldn't be happy forever and that I would be torn from him back into harsh reality. It was a relationship that was never meant to be; or at least, that's what I kept telling myself. Now whenever I came to see him I found it hard to keep myself from crying around him but I had to stay strong... I couldn't let him see me when I was weak; I needed to stay strong around him, I couldn't and wouldn't allow him to see that he had such control over me, so I never let him see the tears.
Before I met him I was a strong person, however he did come into my life; and he took over it. I was foolish really; to think that that delinquent would be 'The One', however at the time it seemed that way. I trusted him and let him in, let him know everything about me, and he made me accept myself. But now I found myself struggling to get through daily life without him, I'm falling apart like the teddy bear you had since you were a baby. I am no longer Kairi, I am simply a shadow of her, for she died the day you left me. You played with me, knowing that I was made of glass but you got bored and dropped me; you left me broken on the ground with now way to put myself back together again and for that, I hated you and I never wanted to see you again.
However you can't avoid people forever and it was no different in mine and Axel's situation. When I looked at him when we bumped into each other near my house so many emotions raged within me I almost exploded. I felt like: throwing myself into his arms and begging him to take me back, ripping his emerald eyes straight out of their sockets, bursting into tears and asking him why he was no longer there to hold me and smiling and having a civil conversation, all at once.
'Hello sweet cheeks thought I'd never get to talk to you again.' Axel smirked, reaching out and wrapping a lock of my strawberry red hair around his finger; he just knew how to push all the wrong buttons.
'For the last time Axel, my name is Kairi.' I muttered, trying to stop myself breaking down on him,
'I know what your name is hun'.' He said to me smiling before leaning in and whispering 'I also know you're not showing your true emotions, I can see them all in your eyes Kairi my dear. You can't hide forever; and I'll be there when you break.' He then pulled away, giving her an evil grin and wink before walking away.
I quickly rushed into my house and slammed the door shut, before sliding down it and crying. I would never let him see my tears; I would never give him the satisfaction. I would never let him know the pain he has caused me since he left me- the day that still felt like only yesterday- yet somehow, he already seemed to know all of it. He could read me like an open book; and that was why I loved him. After all, I'm as much to blame as he is.
Word Count (story alone): 569