Yukie walked through the snow breathing out and slightly smiling at the cloud that came kept walking not knowing where she was going,while she walked she hummed to herself singing in her head,'It's in the blood,it's in the blood,I've met my love before I was born,I taste of blood-'she stopped and stood in the same spot for a while the thick snow making her legs sighed and fell back,she looked up at the dead trees with nothing,but snow and a few dead leaves on the smiled to herself,but then heard footsteps coming her way,she felt numb not caring about well anything at that breathed in slowly the footsteps getting quicker and quicker stopping a few feet away from where Yukie sighed knowing who it was."Shikamaru,why are you here?You're usually at home sleeping you don't like this weather much."

"I decided to go for a walk,I don't know I just something was like signaling me over here and then surprise,found you,what are you doing here anyway?Lying in the snow like that isn't good for you,get up."

"No,you took me out of my zone,I was thinking."

"About him?"

"...A little really what came to mind was an animal and a person at the same time."Yukie traced at the air imagining a panda,"He won't leave my mind."

"...Interesting,so you gonna get up?"

"I don't want to."

"It's not good for you,you know there's a thing called black frost."

"Your point?"

"Get up."

"Fine,god."Yukie got up snow falling off her sighed and walked up to her grabbing her hand,"Come on,let's go back."

"Wait,don't you think it looks nice here?"

"Yeah,your point being?"

"...Never mind."Yukie and Shikamaru walked hugged Shikamaru and walked into her sighed and leaned up against the wall sliding down and depressingly sighing again,"Why am I depressed?Oh yeah,ugh I wish that I was normal,I'm even talking to myself."Yukie got up walking over to her bed and letting herself fall on it."Gaara,why'd you go?"Yukie closed her eyes tears falling reached for a small charm on the necklace,when she looked at it she started to let the tears slowly fall remembering how both of them had a demon and were hated for closed her eyes again remembering that fateful day.

"Panda?What's wrong?"

"Don't call me that and I don't know no one even wants to look at me now I mean look,there's no one here,but you."

"Exactly,I'm here which means you're not alone."

"Thank you,but I mean think about it,my father doesn't even want to have anything to do with me."

"So,you have me and Temari and Kankuro!"Yukie looked at the sad boy and he shook his head."Temari secretly hates just wants to kill me altogether,face it I'm a monster."

"I'm sorry,but it'll be okay we have each other the same thing happened to me,but we'll be okay."

"Okay,thank you."Gaara hugged Yukie something he rarely and Gaara stayed there laughing and playing until they both had to go walked alone he was fine until he felt something really hard hit his fell and looked around a boy laughing at him,the small boy got up and ran to his was walking alone as well,she looked around and people sent her closed her eyes humming not caring about night Gaara looked through the medicine cabinet grabbing a small bottle of looked at the tablets in his hand and gulped them down not caring how many went into his next day Yukie walked to Gaara's house hearing whispering on the way about Gaara some people paid no mind to it and kept got to Gaara's house knocking on the huge opened the door wearing all tilted her head a little and looked at 's eye flooded with tears and she hugged the small was confused and she looked up Kankuro looking down at her not wearing his usual hat and war wiped her eyes and gave Yukie a small box putting the necklace that was in it on saw it an hourglass with sand in it."Yukie I have to tell you something important."

"W-What happened,where's Panda-chan?"

"Gaara,he,he overdosed last night we found him dead in the living room this morning."

"H-huh?No Mari-chan you're kidding right."

"I'm sorry,I wish I was."Temari hugged her again Yukie pulled away clenching her fists tears turned and ran,she didn't care where she just ran,'Gaara,no ,don't leave me here alone,please!'Yukie ran faster reaching her house she ran to her room and that night she cried herself to sleep knowing she was going to the funeral the next fell asleep having a dream about her and Gaara and how much the villagers attacked them and hated them with so much 's demon took over a purple flame surrounding her everything around her catching fire except her clothes and her woke up to screaming and looked gasped and got up looking for the shoe box containing hers and Gaara's pictures and possesions they made sure the flames didn't hurt the box and she ran outside her demon going sighed and waited the rest of the night alone the next day she went to the funeral her Temari and Kankuro staying there the since that fateful day Yukie was alone she met people and talked to them but no one really knew anything about her and she tried starting a new life after moving to the leaf.

"I miss I'm sorry I wasn't there."Yukie let another tear fall and she turned on her music looking outside,snow, got up and made herself some coffee taking another pain was tempted everyday,but she wouldn't let herself die so easily for then heard a knocking at the door,when she opened the door she saw a girl with brown hair and eyes with the scene look and she was sporting the 'I don't give a shit' sighed looking at Naruto who was next to her,"Dude,I don't care if you just scored a girl I want to be alone."

"No,she's not my girl baa-chan told me to bring her here,she said that she needed to be around someone like you to try and make her change her mind."

"About?"Yukie took a sip of her coffee chocking on it as soon as she heard that word that god damned word escape Naruto's lips,"Suicide."

"No."Yukie slammed the door Naruto knocked on it again,"Please?Just for a little no big deal besides it might be good for her to know her way around with you okay,sorry."

"Naruto,please I can't."

"Yukie,just do it,just until she has a place to stay."

"..Alright,but just until she has a place got it?"

"."

"What?"

"Her name heres her file bye."Naruto gave her a file and Yukie looked over it glaring at the piece of paper finding out she tried to overdose as walked inside and Yukie went to her room again grabbing all her pills and turning her music on again scream-o blaring from her room,Karina sighed and opened a photo book almost crying looking at the pictures of her and her was in her room and grabbed her shoe box taking out countless pictures of her and 's tears fell onto the didn't even notice she was crying and kept looking at the walked out of he room and Karina looked at her pointing at her necklace,"Where did you get that?It looks cool."

"He made it for me."

"Who?Your boyfriend cause if he did-"

"No,an old friend of mine,he died a few years back."

"Oh,how did he-?"

"Overdose."

"Oh."Karina looked down and Yukie walked away into the kitchen.

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Tell me what you think I was bored and decided to put this up so yeah next chapter coming soon!