Hey guys, I just heard part 2 to Love the way you lie with Eminem and Rihanna and thought that it would make a cool angsty story for Sasuke and Sakura. Anywho, I wanna make it a three part story so jus tell me what you think and next I will put the second part to this with Sasuke's POV.
Unfortunately I don't own Naruto or the characters therein.
The song is Love the way you lie part 2 =)
This is Sakura's story.
On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Thinking back to the beginning always leaves me nostalgic. I remember the first time seeing him and knowing instantly that he would play a major role in my life. He was someone of great importance even then. Everyone wanted to bask in his presence, in his glory, yet we would all be left with that sour feeling that we were unworthy.
I was always shy back then. Insecure and uncomfortable in my own skin. I was at that stage where I was not a child yet not yet a woman. It was because of these things that I would always admire him from afar. I was too afraid and felt too unworthy. Then one bleaky afternoon while walking home, it began to rain and I had no umbrella nor was there any shelter nearby. I continued to walk. Then I felt it. That tingle down my spine as my hair stood on edge and I knew, without hesitation or doubt that he was near. Looking up there he was, perfection even drenched with his bangs hanging in his eyes. He stood there staring at me in the rain and I slowly walked up to him.
"If I had to wait on you to make the first move we would be stuck in this stupid game of looking."
I was confused yet excited. It must have shown in my face as he slowly leant forward and kissed me. I was shocked, happy and yet a bit disappointed. I had always pictured my first kiss to be perfect, with my dream guy on our dream date with candles and probably a nice love song in the background. But here I was with my dream guy in the pouring rain. The kiss was awkward and not at all as they said it would be in the romance novels and from eavesdropping on the other girls in my class. On meeting his lips my nose had crashed into his nose, our foreheads bumped and his lips were slightly chapped. It was far from perfect and yet I wouldn't change any part of it. It was flawed and real and that gave me hope. As anything that's perfect is nothing but an illusion and would never last. In that kiss I built my hopes and future. I sealed my fate.
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
I had known that there would be people out there that would not accept us being together. Let's face it with Sasuke being the closest thing to a god and me being almost invisible at school it hit a lot people at hindsight. One these people was my best-friend since birth Ino. We had been through so much together and yet she was the total opposite of me. Tall with the body of a model, outgoing and beautiful, she was the type of girl boys like Sasuke would go far. I had confessed these insecurities to her the night Sasuke kissed me and she told me not to worry, that we were good together and that he might actually love me. Two days later I found Ino giving Sasuke a blow-job at the back of the gymnasium. I ran
It was the first time in my life I had ever considered committing suicide. It was also the night I began drinking. Sasuke found me the next morning at the park bench hung over and a complete mess.
"She's not worth it. I don't like her. If I did I would be with her and not you…I'm sorry."
And just like that I forgave him and lost a lifelong friend.
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
I met his best-friend Naruto that same day. I was surprised. When I met him I instantly thought of sunshine and little kids. He was full of so much joy and happiness, I couldn't help but wonder what he was doing, being friends with someone like Sasuke. That Friday the three of us went to a house party. I had excused myself to use the bathroom. On exiting I heard some noises in the room next to the bathroom. Getting curious I peeked through the cracked door to see Sasuke and a random girl stripping in front of him. I could feel the hurt and pain rushing forward, and I could not look away. He took out a blindfold and told her to put it on. She did with no hesitation and then I saw Naruto step out of the shadows with a smirk ob his face while eying the naked girl. He signaled to Sasuke to leave the room and he started to caress the girl. I hurried away feeling both disgusted and happy. Sasuke wasn't cheating on me.
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind
Despite Sasuke and I being a couple, there were some kids who thought it was cool to still bully me. One boy in particular who I can't remember decided it would be funny to put a pack of chewed gum in my hair during second period. I ran to the bathroom crying. Tenten a girl from that class who had always been nice to me and one of the few girls who weren't obsessed with my boyfriend followed me and help me cut the ruined hair. When I finally came out I saw a crowd forming a circle in front of the classroom. I pushed my way through and saw Sasuke pummeling the boys face repeatedly. It was disfigured and his had was cut and he wasn't stopping even though the boy was unconscious. I ran and hugged him from being begging him to stop. He stopped instantly mid punch and turned to me with blood covering his face. I think in that moment I fell in love with him.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the ways it hurts
Just gonna stand and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Fast forwarding to the present is never a pretty journey. On leaving high-school we both got accepted to Yale, with me doing medicine and him business. He bought a condo and we moved in together. It good the first couple months but then it started to change. I would get so angry and burnt up about almost everything and he would be indifferent to it. I would hear rumors about what he was doing behind my back and cry about and he would look away while telling me some stupid lie.
Now there's gravel in our voices
Glasses shattered from the fight
The sweet words of young love disappeared behind the shouting and curses we would through at each other. We would smash furniture and utensils and on the rare occasions even break walls in our blinded rage. These moments and fights seemed to pop up more and more.
In this tug of war you'll always win
Even when I'm right
Whenever we fought no matter who started it or who was at fault I would always concede first. Hated not talking to him. I hated not being able to touch him or hear his voice. I just simply hated not feeling loved.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied
He slowly started to tell me lies during the second semester of our first year. It would be about little things, like if he failed a test and was ashamed to if he cheated on me at the frat party he went to. He would get so defensive and angry. Then the threats slowly started to slip in. he would threaten to kill me or himself or both of us. He would threaten to lock me away so that I could never leave him and in between tell me how much loved him. And I hated how happy it made me feel. He needed me as much as I needed him. And in the aftermath we make love. Strong, hard steamy angry passionate love.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the ways it hurts
Just gonna stand and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run
But I don't want to ever leave
Till the walls are going up in smoke with all the memories
The first time he hit me I thought of leaving. My eye was black and my cheek throbbed and I was sloppily throwing random clothes in my suitcase. And then I caught a picture of us kissing. I sat on the bed holding that picture and that's how he came home to find me. He hugged me and kissed and said he would never hit me again… I knew that was a lie.
Plz review so I can know if I should continue or stop…..thx much