Summary: This is a song one shot with some one-sided Axel/Roxas. Its in Axel's POV and he's sorta emotastic. The song is 'Dream to Make Believe' by Armor for Sleep. I've edited it a bit, so bear with me if you know the song.
Disclaimer: You all know the spiele, so here it goes. I don't own Axel. I don't own Roxas. I don't own anybody in the organization either.
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It's real lonely around this white hellhole these days. Those of us left don't care about each other. The others still think of me as a disease, waiting for the 'opportune moment' to strike and infect them.
It's funny how things work out...
I don't care what they think...I just wanna see him again.
They always save the errand work for me. It usually pisses me off to be considered a pageboy by the rest of them, but this time I was more than happy to deliver their message.
'The Superior' had decided to send me to talk him back into fighting for us.
Before I took the slip of paper that'd grant me access to a certain blonde, our 'leader' told me that he might be different than he used to be. I didn't believe him.
I went to see him the next day, but something had changed. He didn't remember me at all. Not a trace of 'Axel' in his mind. I thought I would die right there before him.
But I didn't die. I fought him...but I lost.
The ones we need don't know we're there...
I left him for a day or two before I was told to see him again. I didn't want to go. I didn't want to face him again. It made me feel weak, useless...I only went for fear of being reduced to a dusk.
I found him easily in his sleepy little data-world. He said he'd remembered me. I believed him for moment. It was a dream-like moment. But it didn't last.
I wake up and think dreams are real
He was lying. I felt myself become angry. Jealous that he'd forgotten about me... I fought him again. I didn't lose. He fled.
I went back to the castle, tail between my legs and slept. It was all I could do to stop the disgusting throbbing in the empty space of my chest.
I sleep so I don't have to feel
I was told to leave him alone again. But I couldn't. I needed to see him before he disappeared again.
I went to the old mansion in his dusky little town and waited for him. I wasn't there long before he found me.
The truth that you can never be...
I fought him again. I lost.
As I fled within the darkness, I couldn't help but think that he really didn't know me anymore.
The one person that won't ever forget me...
Roxas had forgotten his Axel.
Lemme sleep some more...
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