It was so nice to be with Dylan again we had a long break and we finally talked again at one of Paige's parties.

We lived together, the three of us: Paige Ellie, and I and we had become sort of like a family though ask either of them and they would just deny it.

It had been years since college though and it was time to move on, after all I was getting married. It was finally legal… In California.

It was time to move on, Marco was getting married today and I needed to be there for him. But I just couldn't watch the man I loved marry someone else. Instead I decided to write him a note.

Marco-

I just wanted to tell you that I am so happy for you and I'm sorry I couldn't make it but after you read this you'll understand why. I'm in love with you and I know that on your wedding day its selfish of me to tell you this but I just couldn't hold back anymore so now you know why I decided to go through with this.

Love always Ellie.

Oh my God I was too late she had already done it so I called an ambulance because though she tried to kill herself maybe she didn't succeed.

I'm sorry Ellie I showed up to late but I guess that's what you wanted. You called me so I could tell everyone but why me? The doctor said that you wouldn't be her much longer because you cut a major vain I guess I need to call everyone. And I decided to call Marco first.

Why is Craig calling me? Well I guess I'm about to find out.