Am I in love

Or am I heart-broken?

Is it finally the end

Or is it only the beginning?

When I'm with you

I feel uncomfortable

But when you leave

I feel so empty.

Am I dying

Or is it just the pain?

Am I crying

Or are you kissing my eyes?

Did I ever tell you how much I love you

When you're right next to me?

Did I ever tell you how much I want to kill you

When you're not with me?

I don't think I ever heard you right.

Where I was laying and you leaned for me.

Did you say you love me?

Or were you just too scared to kill me?

Whatever it is

I don't really care.

I'll be by your side,

I'll be in your heart,

Even if I hate you,

I love you forever.