Disclaimer: Just think, if D.Gray-man was mine, someone wouldn't be walking properly every morning. Or any time.

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Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence,
Can't you hear my screams...?
Never stop hoping,
Need to know where you are
But one thing 's for sure,
You're always in my heart.

Where are you, Allen? I don't want to believe my eyes anymore. Is this some kind of joke? It can not be like this! No way! Tell me where you are Allen. Please! Allen! Don't you know I love you? Don't you know I've longed to hold you close in my arms? Don't you dare die on me Allen. I will personally hunt you down and kiss you hard. Earlier, after watching the scene that Timcanpy recorded, Lenalee had run away crying. That's better for me. I don't want anyone to see me like this, crumbling on the bloody ground, my voice is hoarse from screaming for you. I don't believe it, I won't ever believe it. You are still alive. I know it.

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The Truth will free my soul.

If you've died, where's your body? That Noah won't ever do something meaningless like that, will he? So you are still alive. I'm sure of it. You only have gone to take care of your own problem, probably training somewhere. But I'll search for you Or I'll wait till you come back, nuzzling into my embrace. I will, I promise.

Lost in the darkness, try to find your way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go...
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul...
Living in agony 'cause I just do not know
Where you are

But then I thought that it'd be better if you aren't here anymore. Then I won't have to see the pain in your eyes every time you fail. But that would be selfish, you never wanted to hurt anyone, so why did you leave in the first place? You are hurting me. Where are you?

Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.
WHATEVER IT TAKES NEED TO KNOW