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Preface

People always had their judgments about me and I tried my best to ignore them and go my own way and hope for the time where I meet that one person, who loves me for me , wholly, completely, who wouldn't and couldn't love me any less for my imperfections or flaws – who wouldn't use, threaten or abuse me that what hurt me hurt them and I felt the same .

I believed that person could be Bill or Eric I really did, I genuinely thought that I was torn between the two. I, for the first time in my life believed that my Gran could be wrong; that my soul and heart could belong to more than one person - that it could be split in two. I could love two men at the same time and everything may and would work out, I knew I should never have gone against my gran – I was wrong.

Some people believe that soulmates are just two people who love each other people who couldn't bear to live with anybody else, two people who share the same soul -Soul mate: According to the story, our ancestors once had 2 heads, 4 arms. They did something to offend god so that god punished them by splitting t hem down the middle, resulting in the creation of humans. As a punishment, we are condemned to spend our lives searching for the other half, our soulmates. (Definition of Greek mythology)- for me it was all of the above… it was Godric.