Disclaimer-If did own Harry Potter,I wouldn't be so badly treated in my school.
Summary:-She left him.For James.One of his best friends,James.One sided RemusLily and references of JamesLily
Ps-English is not my first Language.Is not even the second.
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She left him.For James.For one of his best friends,James.
"So Remus, what do you think of the big news?"Sirius ask cheerfully giving James several friendly slaps in the back.
He thinks is unfair.He thinks she is leaving him for his best friend,for real and that is unfair.He is misereable inside.He wants to kill her for leaving him.He is bitter and angry.
He looks deeply into James eyes and he see true happiness in them.He sees a future husband and father.She has always wanted kids.
"I think it's fantastic"He says,faking a smile.She left him for his best friend.There is nothing fantastic about it.
But the happiness in James eyes and the obvious relief is amazing.He cant break James heart.
Like she broke his.
"Now if you excuse me..."Remus said with a small smile. "I have to go"
"Today is full moon!"Peter squeakes to whole Griffindoor Common Room.Peter is a good friend,but he cant keep his mouth shut.
Sirius punched Peter in the arm and looked to Remus with an inquisitor look.
"It's still 4 PM"He said "Why are you in such hurry?"
"I'm not."Remus replied "I just want to do this last homework before night."
"Okey."Sirius shrugs and continues his chat with James.
He walks quietly by the halls until the shack.He hates the Shack,and what it means.But right now,all he wants is the Shack.He wants to embrace the monster he really is,the monster that will never have her.
He waits for the moon.
And while he waits he can see her face and it's smilling at him.
He waits for the moon
And while he waits he thinks about her voice.
He waits for the moon
And while he waits thinks of her smell.
He waits for the moon
And he remember her kisses
When the moon finally comes,and he thinks of her kissing James instead of him.He thinks of her smilling and laughing with James when he's the one who loves her the most.
And as he howls to the moonlight,he thankfull for his curse.
He knows he couldnt be a normal man and live trough this broken heart.