AN: I haven't really posted anything up before, but this just suddenly came to me last night. Hopefully it will get me writing more.
Set at the end of CoM.
Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or any of the mentioned characters.
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I've been watching you drift away
Ever since he joined, you've been enamored with him. Your eyes are on him every time he walks into the room, and every time I try to call you back it takes a little longer for you to tear yourself away from him and look at me.
I can't make you happy anymore.
I knew Xemnas would want him close. That's the real reason I volunteered to come out here. I thought that if I kept you away from him, you'd return to me. I was worried you would agree to leave him, to come with me. But when you smiled and said "yes," I thought that maybe we could make it work.
I need you.
Now you see him in that "Sora" boy. No matter how hard I try to convince you that he's just our puppet, he still seems like the same person to you. Same eyes, same smile. I know you're gone now. You can't keep your mind off him. We can never go back to the way things were, now.
You know what I want.
"Traitor." You have no idea how much it hurts to say that. I thought that maybe Nobodies really could love. I don't know how else to describe this feeling. You didn't just ruin my plans. You've broken my spirit, as well.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm glad you did it. Your one last favor to me. I'm not sure I could have carried everything through to the end now, anyway. You've made it all so much easier. More dignified. I won't try to stop it now.
Goodbye.
This boy will kill me. And I want him to. You know that. That's why you did it. I know you still care for me. But I care more for you. I want you to be happy. We both know you'll be better off if I'm gone. Good luck, Axel.
Take care of Roxas for me.