Uneasy hearts weigh the most
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Preface
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Dear diary,
It sucks how people sometimes fall in love with the wrong person.
For example: I love Sasuke, but he loves Hinata, but she loves Naruto, but Naruto loves me.
It really sucks, you see? We're all getting hurt. We feel guilty for making another person sad, but we're miserable because the one we want loves another person. This damn love square is killing us!
We were once best friends. I met Hinata in elementary school, and she became my best friend when Ino moved to another city. We talked about our problems; we understood each other. She always came to my house and we watched movies and made pajama parties.
That was how she met Naruto, my neighbor and best male friend who I know since we were five years old, and she fell in love with him. But she also met Sasuke, Naruto's best friend who was always at Naruto's house, and even though she just liked him as a friend, he fell in love with her.
The four of us became best friends, but we hid our feelings, because we were too shy or because we didn't want to ruin our friendship. No one knew nothing; Hinata didn't know I liked Sasuke, I didn't know she liked Naruto, and the same with the boys.
Everything was fine for years, until Sasuke confessed to Hinata two days ago. She said no, of course. She came running to me, crying, and saying how guilty she felt. And I cried with her, not because I felt sorry for her, but because Sasuke didn't like me - she liked her, my best friend.
Sasuke also told what happened to Naruto, and, seeing that Sasuke was brave enough to do something like that, Naruto decided to confess to me yesterday (they are rivals, and he always wants to be better than Sasuke). I said no, of course, and I didn't tell Hinata, because she already confessed me the other day that she likes Naruto. But she found out anyways, because Naruto always tells Hinata about his problems, and she listens to him.
Everything went wrong; everyone is hurt. And now, our friendship is nothing but hypocrisy. I pretend to be nice to Hinata, she pretends to like me, Sasuke pretends that he stands Naruto, and Naruto pretends Sasuke is still his best friend.
So much lies, so much pretension! Everything is a chaos…
But it was going to happen someday anyways, right? We couldn't hide our feelings for long… But maybe, just maybe, we'll be friends again someday, we'll get over it, we'll move on. Or maybe we'll fall in love with the right person, and feelings will be returned.
But right now, I just want everything to stop soon. The pain, the anger, the hate, the sadness, the loneliness, the guilt, the impotence, the uncertainty… I want it to stop.
Love,
Sakura.
Notes: Thanks for reading this :D The title of the story is named after a song (Yay! Dance Gavin Dance! :3) because the lyrics inspired me to this :B Now, review if you liked it! ;)