17/7/11-Azureshipping (SetoxAnzu/Tea)
1. In the bitter end.
[Tea/Anzu Pov]
I used to be pleasant.
Even, happy around you.
They said I smiled.
Its all changed now.
There is no reason to.
You left, simple.
They still all smile, however.
They all ask too many questions.
It's none of their business.
So what if i've lost weight?
That's what I, wanted,
Isn't it?
So what if its a stone.
Do you remember, that I am a human being with free will?
Obviously not.
Oh, I remember now,
it doesn't matter how I am treated,
I am expected to show indifference.
Because I have too much attitude.
Get lost.
They look at me,
trying to deciper-
but they will never find out.
So what if its a stone.
So what if my trousers don't fit.
So what if I gave up my diet for a supposedly healthier one.
Leave me alone!
Don't you understand?
You can't do anything.
You can't say anything,
to make it better.
Nothing,
can help me now.
Not even if he came back.
I'm sick, so sick of all the false promises.
The hope.
Maybe- it was better off not knowing you at all.
Yes I lied to you. To everybody.
Why are you surprised?
You supposedly know me.
You were supposed to say something, do something.
Instead, here I am.
I've lost my mind.
I don't care any more-
Not about your stupid half problems.
About your concern.
Leave me alone.
There is nothing left here, nothing worth saving.
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