I've needed something to write and I had the idea to write a Vampire Kisses fanfiction from both Alexander's point of view and some time past where the books have left of. I chose after Raven finished highschool despite her and Alexander having broken up and she might never be in this, it's just a good time frame and Alexander is about 19.
It's moments like these where I'm quite glad I'm a vampire. By that I mean, I don't feel the fact that it's probably more then a bit cold in here due to it being night, January, and the fact that I currently don't have any heat. Though I do feel that it's cramped and not the best of places. Such is life. At least it's only me, though were it anyone besides me there might be a bit of awkwardness, besides the lack of space, as to the fact that I am a vampire. I must figure out how I ended up getting so much money on my paintings before now...Oh yes, town of one mind that had some irrational hatred of me...And anything that wasn't disturbingly specific idea of normality. With one more than notable exception, Raven.
It's still more then a little painful to think about Raven honestly. Who was once the best thing I found in said oddly town found herself making it increasingly hard for me to both still love her and to even stay in the damn town once I at least felt like she had crossed some line I had laid out in my subconscious. That line being the fact that I did not want to turn her. She just didn't listen and seemed to be attracted to anyone that was a vampire. Right after she finished high school she started making it even more obvious that she wanted me to turn her and live with me forever. Does she remember that she's only eighteen and has her entire life ahead of her? Hasn't she seen what she would be getting herself into once she became a vampire? Does she honestly think that I was going to be staying in that damn town much longer to live out her fantasy of living in the mansion forever with me, hell, I surprise myself with how long I stayed there some days. Not as if being there was particularly interesting nor was I doing anything with my time wile there besides serving as an outlet to her long time vampire obsession. (Because it's wrong to objectify women, but to love a man mostly due to being undead with some others things on the side is fine.) I wonder if she stayed some days or if she also picked up and left to live somewhere she didn't hate or stalked me here, again...as she did every other time I would leave for any time frame that was longer than a week.
Well regardless of that seeing as it has yet to have any bearing on my current life. That life being one of an artist in the city Raven knows as Hipsterville so even if she did stalk me here I don't think she would want much to do with this as she seemed to desire a rather ostentatious life as a vampire, not one where I have to struggle freelancing to keep my tiny apartment. I would like to say one more similar to my parents, but that wouldn't be right as she seemed to switch between wanting to stay in one place living somewhat like Marie Antoinette without any of the not so appealing bits like how everything known about her commonly is more then likely propaganda and wanting to be at The Coffin Club every night.
Okay, once again going to remind myself, the past is past so no need to rant on it. We have parted ways for what may be eternity assuming she didn't come here to find me. The sun should have set by now. Oh I hope the sun set I was wrong yesterday and that wasn't all that pleasant, at least it wasn't nearly as bad as it could have been, and the burn has already gone away. I should probably try to get more sleep, if my time awake is overlapping with daylight during January; I clearly am not sleeping enough. I opened the thick curtain a sliver and thankfully it is 'night' I use that term lightly as it's still only about five o'clock though there is no sunlight so it qualifies as night
So there is 'chapter' one. Ended oddly, becasue I don't know where I'm going with this...sugestions? Please...sugest where to go with this...