"So you're really leaving then?" I wiped a tear from my eye as i looked away from the tall blonde. He wraped his arms around me tight. I tried to stop myself but i couldnt the tears kept falling.
"In the morning, this is our chance to make it big kam. im doing this for james its his dream to be famouse. how could i say no to that?" kendall whispered into my hair. thats when i started to get mad. i took a step back and wiped the tears from my eyes. he could tell i was mad at that point and gave me a confused look.
"what about you dreams kendall? what about OUR dreams? do you not remember them? you want to be a professinoal hockey player, and i was going to be a stay at home mom with our children. what about our life kendall?" i screamed at him. he stood there looking at the ground, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. "whats going to happen to us kendall? fifteen years kendall...fifteen years we have been inseperable, two years we've been a couple. are you saying you want throw it all away so you may or may not become famous?"
i saw tears start to form in his eyes, and right at that moment i wanted to take everything i said back. i knew it was mean but it was how i was feeling. i wanted to know what would happen with us. we stood there in silence for what seemed like hours but in reality was just a few seconds.
"listen kamryn, i thought about this long and hard. i dont know where we are going to go in life, our future isn't permint. im going to go to L.A tommorow, i want to still be with you when i leave, if our love is this strong it will last forever, your my missing puzzle piece remember?" he held up his necklace that was hanging around his chest. the memory flashed back in my mind.
there was our grandmothers, best friends since grade school, their children best friends from birth and now their grandchildren, young and falling in love with out even knowing it. they were sitting on our front porch , the exact spot me and kendall are now. they each gave us a box as we started to open it, they started to tell us what it symbolized.
"children, these necklaces are very special, you are to where them at all times it will keep you two connected even when you are apart." my grandmother Emoary said as they fasten the necklaces around our necks.
"we see high hopes for you two, you fit together like missing puzzle pieces, you will always find your way back to each other. you have true love and it will power all, you may loose your way at times, but dont worry, we will be there to always help you find your way back to each other." kendalls grandmother rose finshed with. i didnt know it then i was only 5 but our grandmothers were very wise and could almost tell the future.
"i remember kendall, i just dont want to lose you." i hugged him tears falling down even harder.
"you wont lose me kam, no matter how far apart we are, we will always be connected." he took our necklaces and hooked them together to make the puzzle. i looked up in his eyes and kissed him.
"ill miss you" i whispered.
"ill miss you too." he said before he walked down the path way to his house.
the next morning when i woke up i started to cry. i got up and walked downstairs were my mom was busy cleaning. she looked at me as i walked in the kitchen.
"oh sweetie, everything will be ok. i promise." she gave me a hug and i started to cry again.
"no its not mom," i wiped my eyes. "why would he just up and decied to be apart of a boy band? we JUST lost our grandmothers a few months ago, and now im going to loose him too."
"sweetie, you have to look at this postively, the boys are doing a great thing with their lifes. we have to be happy for them. kendall will always be here with you and you know that. i havent seen a love like you guys had since mine and jens parents." i knew she was right, i have to look at this postive. i wipe the tears from my eyes and went up stairs to get ready.
i looked out my window and saw the boys packing up the uhaul that will be driving all of their stuff 19,000 miles away. i got dressed and as i was walking out of my room, i heard my parents fighting once again, i knew only time would end their marriage. they have been fighting an awful lot and dads been "working late" more. My younger brother kole, (yes all of us kids have ks, there is 5 of us total, me, kendall, my brother kole, my sister kassie and kendalls sister katie.) was standing in the hall.
"they're fighting again." he said with his arms folded.
" i know, they'll stop as soon as we walk out there, weres kass?" he shrugged his shoulders and walked back into his room. "dont forget that we have to leave in 20 minutes to go say our goodbyes to the boys, jen and katie" i yelled as i walked to kassies room. she was in her room playing with her barbies.
"hi baby girl" she looked up at me with her big 7 year old grin.
"look kam kam, this is you and this is kenny" showing me barbie and ken. "they're getting married today!" she made the dolls kiss and smiled up at me. i couldnt help but laugh. she was the cutest, i think she may have a little crush on kendall.
"kass, you gunna get dressed? we have to say god bye to auntie jen, kaykay and kenny." she looked up at me and shook her head.
"if i dont get dressed then they cant leave." i shook my head. i wish it was that simple kass, i wish.
"come on get dressed then we can go for a walk!" she jumped up and got her clothes on. i knocked on koles door as we walked by and he followed us out and downstairs where our parents were still fighting. kassie grabbed my hand.
"its ok kass, i promise." i whispered to her as i rub her hand. as soon we were in eye shot of the parents they shut up and acted like nothing happend. my dad walked out the door got in his car and drove away.
"where is daddy going?" kass looked up at mom. i saw mom start to cry.
"kole take kass and go say goodbye while i talk to mom ok?" kole nodded and grabbed kassies hand as they walked out the door.
"mom are you dad going to get a divorce?" i couldnt bare hearing the answer, i lost my grandmother a few months ago, kendalls grandmother who was like my grandmother a few weeks later, now kendalls leaving, i dont want to lose my family too.
"sweetie you're too young to know about this kind of stuff." she wiped the tears from her eyes.
"mom im almost 16! kole is almost 13 and kassie is 7. we aren't stupid mom! we here you two fighting all the time, dads always gone to "work" its not the same anymore, we see it. we know its at the end mom." she just came over and hugged me as she cried.
"kamryn elizabeth jekins, you are a very smart girl and i love you more then you could ever know. lets go and say goodbye to our second family, its going to be hard but we will get through all this together i promise" she held out her pinky like she always did when we made promises and i took it in mine.
we had a big going away/good luck barbecue for the boys. everyone we knew was there. my dad showed up later, i could tell hed been drinking. i was standing at the edge of the lawn knowing in a bit id be saying goodbye to the love of my life. i felt to big arms wrap around me and i instanly knew it was kendall.
"im going to miss you so much" i turned around and kissed him.
"me too" i whispered.
"i dont want to leave you, i wish i could pack you in my suitcase and take you with me."
"if only it was that easy." he smiled his cute little one dimple smile, the smile i fell in love with at two years old. we danced the day away and forgot all about why we were there, it was just like anyother family summer barbecue.
"its time!" i heard someone say. we all walked to the limo that would bring them to the airport.
"this is goodbye." i heard kendall whisper. i turned to look at him.
"but not for forever, we'll be together soon. i love you." i placed a soft kiss on his cheek.
"ill text and call you every day, i promise. i love you kamryn elizabeth, always have always with."
"and i love you kendall donald, with everything in me." we kissed good bye and as kendall went to step in to the limo he turned to me and held up his necklace and so did i. 'forever' we mouthed at the same time.
i knew in that moment, as the car drove away that everything had suddendly changed and nothing would ever be the same again. i was going to be the girlfriend of a rockstar!
Thanks for reading, this is just a story that i have been playing around with in my brain. i hope you all will enjoy it. i already have a sequal planned, and i promise to update as much as i can. reviews are appreciative! i do not own, big time rush or anything other then my OCs. thanks all 3