Disclaimer: No one belongs to me.
Genres: ficlet, angst.
Loss
When you were born, you lost your mother's warmth. You smiled. The nurse watched you with surprise, wondered herself why that healthy child didn't cry.
When you were a year old, you dropped your nipple. You smiled. Your parents looked at you, how weird, how could you be so cheerful without it.
When you were five, you lost your toy ball. You smiled. Your friends glanced at you, strangely enough, how could you be this happy losing your toy.
When you were ten, you left your coat at school. You smiled. Your grandpa glared, idiot, enduring being beaten with an emotionless face like that.
When you were thirteen, you dropped one of your Go stone. You smiled. He wept, ah…, how could you laugh losing a stone.
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When you were fourteen, you lost your most important person. You smiled in tears…
How could I smile… losing you?
Sai…!
There were things I could lose without mercy.
Because my pain was for only one person…
The end.