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Prologue
Losing someone special is probably one of the worst things ever; well to me it felt that way. Especially if you've been with that person for years and what's worse? Not knowing why said person left without saying goodbye. I didn't realize I had lost him until it was too late so I cherish all of our memories because in my memory he never changes. I can still see his smiling face.
Kaien. I miss you so much that it hurts.
I curl up into a ball and hug my Chappy doll, thinking about Kaien always bring tears to my eyes, remembering all of the good times we shared… then to suddenly lose him… it's heartbreaking. I guess you can say that it changed me.
It's been five years since I lost him and since then I haven't let anyone get close to me like he was for fear of having that person leave me as well. The truth is I'm not the type of person to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don't matter anymore. I may not be able to talk to them but I still care. I'm always going to think back to my life and wonder what happened to them. That is the type of person I am. Once you're in my heart, you're in there forever. Maybe that's why I became so guarded, I tried to close off my heart to others, but in the end I lost once again. Somehow he slowly broke through my barriers and made himself a place in my still healing heart.
I suppose it started the day we met. Another normal day in the life of Rukia Kuchiki, what I didn't know is that, that same day I was going to met a man who would change my life forever…
A/N: I know it was really short but this is my first time trying to write an fic so if you would please be nice to me? But I hope you enjoyed and I would love to see your reviews and thoughts on this story :D