Sometimes, she was envious of Kyoko, Haru and everyone else in the family. Yes, they are her good friends. Yes, they took her under their wing. And yes, she did care for them as friends. But, Chrome was sometimes envious of them.
She was envious of how accepting the Vongola was to them. They were able to be a part of their circle without even trying. All they had to do was be them. Chrome knew that she wasn't the Mist Guardian that they wanted in the first place. Originally, Mukuro Rokudo was supposed to be the Mist Guardian, yet he had left the ring to her and placed her in the care of the Vongola.
She knew that she had a place in the family, but she had to fight for that spot. She had to work hard every day to improve her skills so that she can be suitable for her position as Mist Guardian. Yet, she was envious in how Kyoko and Haru could just be so easily accepted in the family, which she has to work her ass off. Kyoko and Haru who barely had any fighting abilities were able to just fit with the family because of their personalities, yet she had to work so hard. All the other guardians fit right in the family.
She was thankful that they had care for her and that they consider her to be their friends. But she was envious on how easily loved they are. As a child, she never received the love of her parents. She had worked so hard to be the perfect daughter. She studied hard to be at the top. She trained every day so that she can be better than everyone else in sports. She was polite and kind. She never spoke out against her parents. Yet, despite all this, she didn't get any of their love. She had worked so hard for nothing.
Though, despite all of this, she will continue to work hard. She values Vongola as the family she never had. Now that she finally got her one true wish, a family, she is willing to work ever harder to be a part of the family. Someday, she hopes she will be just as important to them as they are to her.
What she doesn't know is just how important she really is to Vongola.
A/N: Hi! This is my first fan fiction! I have been reading a lot of fan fictions about Chrome Dokuro with all sort of different pairings! They got me to be inspired to start an account and attempt to write fan fiction about her and my favorite pairings of hers! However, I am not that good. I want to try to improve both my grammar and spelling and my plots for my fan fictions! I am sorry if my grammar and spelling is horrible! I tried my best in proofreading and think it is okay, but I might have overlooked something, so I am sorry in advance! This is just the first chapter for this, and hopefully, it is good enough! Thank you!