"You know love, you promised us all you would hold on. You said you would keep your heart beatng. I was just the fool who believed you. Now you've left me here with the most beautful daughter in the whole entire world. I cant leave her, she has your eyes and when the wind picks up I can smell the lavender that was laced with your scent. She's special you know. She has the most amazing gift, kind of the reverse of mine really. You would of loved her Bella I'm sure of it.
Something you would have hated, Jacob imprinted on her. Dont worry love, I'll keep him in check. And when its time to hand her over to him, I'll come and join you. At the rate she is growing though it probably wont be long. So just wait for me okay love. I know. Everyday you are gone is going to agonizing for me. But when she shows me flashes of you, the only memory she has of you I swear I can hear your heart beating.
Dammit Bella. You Promised!" he brings his hand down on the ground.
"When you died, and charlie saw you he was so shocked that you had let it get that bad. Bells, he isnt doing so great. I know you never intended for any of this to happen. Sometimes we just cant control fate. Maybe if I had injected you with the venom before I got her out you would have survived. I just dont know anymore.
She has a great family though. Rose has taken to her quite nicely. She always wanted a baby, so did Esme, so she will be in good hands as far as needing a mother will go. Dont worry love, you still have my heart. No one will ever take that from you. Its been yours since that first day in class.
Mike Newton came to your funeral, he said that maybe if you had choose him instead of me that you might still be alive, and Tyler was convinced that you were suppose to die in that accident. He said death just caught up with you. I know, he wasnt being very nice. Death was never suppose to steal you away from me.
The whole family is taking it hard. Carlise is blaming himself for not being there. I blame myself. I spent precious time looking at our child when I should have been trying to save you. Forgive me Bella, for robbing you of your beautiful baby girl. I'll make sure she knows all of the funny stories about you, the good ones and the bad ones. Even the scary ones, she needs to know just how brave her mom really was. I will tell her how you faced James all by yourself because you wanted to save your mom, and how even when I left ( and I will tell her how much of an idiot I was) that you still hung on to the smallest hope that I would come back. I will tell her about how beautiful you looked on our wedding day and proudly show her all the pictures. About the time you went to Volterra to save me, I'm sure if thats not her favorite then the one about you not letting anyone harm her will be. You were so brave my sweet sweet Bella.
Ill tell her where she gets her clumsiness from, because it most certainly is not from me.
Emmet says to tell you that she is most definatly your daughter because she blushes anytime she falls.
I wish this didnt have to be so damn hard. That somehow you would come walking up to me and ask me why I'm being so crazy talking to a tomb stone. I wish it was that easy.I wish you could talk back to me. I know you cant, but there is not a moment that passes by that I wish I could hear your laughter again. See you blush again. I know its wishful thinking. Maybe Carlise is right. Maybe we do still have souls, and when I come to join you we can spend forever togehter. I'm just so tired Bella. I miss you. I guess what I've been trying to say in all this time is goodbye for now my sweet love. I'll see you soon."