Lot's of people seem to think that you hated Nikki Maxwell for no reason . But that was untrue . She did something , terrible and unforgivable to you .
The first time you saw Nikki Maxwell , you hated her . You hated how the boy's who once praised the ground you walked on , now looked at this sorry excuse for a human with new found interest . You hadn't really care until you realized that she really was quite cute , with big dreamy hazel eyes and long dark eyelashes , that gracefully curled upwards . Her smooth cinnamon colored skin , and dark brown shoulder length hair . Her full rose colored mouth , that pursed , and pouted thoughtfully when she began to draw .
Then you really began to hate her . You hate her for bringing back long suppressed urges to kiss girls , and touch them that you pushed to the back of your mind in fifth grade . So you began to go out of your way to torture her . And for a little bit it works , ( though you must admit , it pains you to see tears in her eyes ) . You push and push her until one day , she begins to push back . At first it starts with an eye roll , or just plain ignoring you . Then it became sassy little retorts , and full on defiance .
So then you begin to toy with her . First by flirting with her precious Brandon .Then one day she snaps . She corners you in a locker room after gym and yells at you and all you can look at is her mouth , until you decide " Fuck it " and take her by her shoulders spin her around , pin her against the wall , and kiss her hard . At first she struggles , before going limp letting you explore her mouth ( which tastes like strawberries) . When you finally pull away , you look at her , expecting for her to push you away with her eyes full of disgust . But it's something worse than that . It's pity . She opens her mouth to speak but you run away and hide . The next day you greet her with an insult , but she doesn't respond . She just gives you a knowing look . She doesn't tell anyone about the incident . And that's why you love her .
That's the terrible unforgivable thing she did to you . She made you love her .