I loathe this idea
I loathe this idea. I know it is impossible, I know it is overused and I know it will be out of character but I couldn't stop myself. It was been bugging me for a while and the only way to get it out of my head is to write it. I am so sorry. I will try and make it different from the usual but I understand if you feel the need to flame. JCCx
I stared at the white stick with huge eyes. "Bella, calm down! It isn't possible!" I scolded myself. I took five deep breaths and opened test number three. Again it gave me news that I couldn't comprehend. The phone Edward insisted he buy for me rang on the counter and I dived to answer it. Once I had washed my hands and dried them I didn't have time to look at the caller ID. I flipped it open and put it to my ear.
"Hello" I said whilst pulling out a fourth pregnancy test from the bag.
"Bella, I'm coming over!" Alice's voice screamed down the phone. I froze and dropped the rectangular box onto the bathroom floor.
"Why?" I asked trying to play dumb. "This is very bad! Very bad!" I yelled in my head.
"Because I have seen it" and with that she hung up the phone. I panicked and started to try and hide all the evidence of my mornings activates. I threw tests and their boxes in the bin and emptied that into a big black bin liner ready to go outside. I splashed cold water on my face to try and get rid of my flustered and terrified expression. I ran downstairs and out to the trash can around the back of my house, threw the bag in and sped upstairs to my room. I pushed open my door but screamed when I saw Alice sitting in the rocking chair.
"It is just me Bella!" She said trying to calm me and took my hand pulling me onto my small bed.
"You know everything you just did was pointless" she smiled and stroked my hair. I didn't know weather to carry on with the act, come clean or break down.
"Bella you know you are a terrible lire so it would be a pointless effort" She laughed. I gave up and then the crying started.
"Alice this isn't possible! It can't be!" I sobbed into her shoulder. Cries where shaking my body and ragged breathing made my chest heave.
"It will be fine Bella…Shhh…I'm here" Alice tied to sooth me but unsuccessfully. "This is not possible. I can't have a baby, I'm only eighteen! What will Edward and the Cullen's going think of me now? God, they are going to hate me! I can't do this!" I shouted and sobbed in my head. This was not supposed to happen. It was impossible!
"What do I do Alice?" I asked her with a shaky voice. I needed someone to reassure me and tell me what to do.
"You need to see a doctor. I will come with you, if you like." She whispered to me. I thought it over for a second but I knew I had to.
"What do I do Alice? Carlisle will find out through the hospital and Edward can read your mind so we can't go anywhere together without him knowing." I said whipping my puffy eyes. I let go of her small body and looked her in the eye.
"Bella, honey, you have nothing to be ashamed of. This is a gift and our family will think of it as that. Yes, they will be shocked when they found out but do you honestly think we would view you any differently. You are a blessing to us and this little person growing inside of you will…well it would be indescribable. I would be Aunt Alice!" She squealed after her emotional speech. I took her hands in mine and smiled at her.
"You will be the most amazing aunt in the world" I smiled at her weakly. I was still terrified but she had made me feel better.
"I think you should go to Carlisle, Bella" Alice whispered to me. That sent me panicking again. He would think I was insane! He had been alive for over three hundred years and I was the first person for this to happen to.
"He will think I am insane!" I nearly yelled.
"Carlisle thinks of you as one of us, another Cullen daughter. He will not think you are insane." She told me firmly. I took a deep breath.
"You will stay with me, right?" I asked her.
"Of course I will." She smiled at me, the picture of beauty and happiness.
"Can you get him to come here? I don't want anyone else to hear." I emphasized the last word. She chuckled and pulled a small phone from her jean pocket. She flipped it open, dialed and was waiting or him to pick up before I could say anything else or change my mind.
"Carlisle… I am at Bella's…Can you come around?...No, she is fine…I don't want to say over the phone…Thank you see you soon." She closed the phone and put it back in her pocket with one fluid motion.
"Thank you Alice, you are the best sister anyone could ever ask for." Alice was my sister, maybe not biologically but we had a relationship that would rival the closest of siblings.
"And you are too" she smiled and kissed my cheek.
How was it? JCCx