A/N: Hey all! So, this is my first ever Rookie Blue Fanfiction of any kind. It's just a one-shot that is based off of the Rookie Blue S4 Promo scene between Sam & Andy. It's a little A/U/ My spin on the scene.

(Based off of the Season 4 Promo when Sam and Andy are getting shot at and she says "You've missed me, didn't you?")

Enjoy!


Six Months Without You- (One-Shot)

It had been six months without any contact from anyone. Besides, Nick Collins of course. Whom she had undeniably become closer with than before over the last few months. But something in Andy McNally 's heart told her that once she got back to 15 and started being around Sam Swarek again, it would be both a slap in the face and a reality check.

She missed him. It was honestly as simple as that. She missed being in the same room as him, the connection that she felt with no one else but him at 15. Their connection and love for one another was still there and even now, she could feel that push/pull that she had with him. But, she knew that things couldn't stay the same and probably never would be the same after they had lost one of their own. And one of Sam's best friends, Jerry Barber.

However, walking into the police station, Andy had excepted some change. Hell, part of her had even excepted everyone to move on with their lives and maybe for a moment- forget that she and Nick had been undercover in a dangerous cat and mouse game with a pair of high end drug dealers and criminals. And, she knew that mostly everyone would be moving on from the tragedy of losing Jerry in different ways. But, she hadn't really been thinking that her ex-boyfriend and former training officer would have seemed to be completely changed in the six months that she had been away. She had thought maybe he would have just buried himself into his work and lost himself in long nights at the bar, drinking his sorrows and pain away, trying to rid himself of the memories of losing his best friend and the girl that he loved and cared about.

Yet, it all dissolved the moment she stepped back into 15 Division and saw that her theories on Sam, were all wrong. All of Andy's longing for Sam, and the desire to be with him again were all destroyed and shattered when she walked into the station and saw him with his new girlfriend, Marlo Cruz.

Andy's face dropped, turning away from the sight of the two of them, looking content as she went in search of a distraction, something to get her mind off of being back home, off of the fact that she and Sam were officially over and that he hadn't waited around for her, like she had silently hoped he would, maybe wanting to fix the rift that had drawn them apart as much as she did.


The next day, the early morning came and went. Andy hadn't slept much the night before, tossing and turning, Sam and Marlo's face's were seared into her mind and she needed to escape the thoughts of them as she rolled out of bed and slipped into her sweatpants and a tank top, slowly pulling one of Sam's old sweat shirts over her shoulders as she decided that she needed to get away from it all for a moment. The uneasiness of being herself again after being someone else for the last few months had really taken a toll on her. But, mentally and physically and she felt as if in the two days now that she was home, she didn't know who to be anymore or where she even belonged.

It was perfect she thought, running. The best distraction from seeing her now ex-boyfriend with his new girlfriend, seemingly smitten with each other. Andy needed to talk to someone who she knew wouldn't judge her for leaving and she figured that calling Traci, her best friend to jog with her was better than doing it alone, so here they were, half way through their workout, when suddenly Traci blurted out."Your pissed off. I know! I'm sorry that I didn't know about them being together." Traci tried to console her, explaining that Marlo and Sam had been thrown together and over time, they had just seemed to just click.

"That's crap and you know it, Traci. Sam's hard to figure out. It's taken me years to know what he's all about and to be honest, there are some days where I still don't understand him. He can't click with her immediately and take years to click with me!" Andy argued in a jealous tone, leaning over a bench and bending down to tie her shoes.

"So, what are you going to do?" Traci asked her, eyes staring at Andy in wonder as she wanted the brunette exhale and shrug her shoulders.

"It's not like I can avoid him. But, I guess I'll just act like it isn't bothering me. I've accepted it. He's with Marlo now and, I'm fine..I am totally fine!" Andy exclaimed in an uneasy way, straightening herself out and tilting her head to the side. Knowing that her confession was a lie. She did care that Sam had moved on with someone that wasn't her. Andy cared, more than she wanted to admit to anyone.

Andy heard as Traci let out a loud laugh, patting her on the shoulder as she leaned into her and said "You don't need to pretend with me, Andy. I know that you're hurting. Just, don't close yourself off to me. I'm here for you. Besides, maybe if you and Sam get thrown together again on the job, maybe he'll take one look at you and realize that dating Marlo was an idiot move." Traci told her, grinning as she brushed past her, the morning slowly fading around them as Andy let out a small laugh and watched Traci slowly take off jogging in front of her. "Come on, we have to be back at work in an hour!" She reminded her, smiling when she saw Andy give her a slight smile and nod. "Yeah, well for my sake. Let's hope that I don't get paired up with Sam today."


She was jinxed she thought, her words of not being paired with Sam for a shift were quickly thrown out the window as she sat in parade and heard Sergeant Frank Best announce everyone's partner's for the day. "Swarek and McNally, you'll both be working together." Frank finished off, wrapping up his announcements for the afternoon shifts as Andy looked around, seeing Sam's eyes on her, his lips curled into a slight smirk as he turned to leave the parade room.

"Looks like not being paired with Sam, just back fired on me." Andy murmured to herself, pushing away from the table that she was sitting at and following her other fellow officer's out towards the squad cars.

The moment she stepped out of the station and walked towards the car that Sam and her were usually assigned to. Andy felt the pit in her stomach grow, watching as Sam nodded at her and spoke, the first words that he had said to her since she had been back.

"Wanna drive?" He asked, the keys dangling from his hands as he watched Andy shrug her shoulders back, a glistening in her eyes when his thick raspy voice sent shock waves through her body.

"Sure, I'll drive." She commented, walking over to Sam and taking the keeps from his hands, their fingertips brushing against each others for a brief moment as they just stood there, eyes locked on one another, words not even escaping either of their mouths until a loud "Hey Andy, welcome back!" Was shouted in her direction and she turned to see the source of the voice, quickly realizing that it was Dov, a grin on his face as she nodded at him, turning away from Sam, wanting to add more to their odd encounter. But, she quickly noticed that Sam had already gotten into the squad car and clearly didn't want to talk about the tension between them and the clear cause of it.

"Well, this should be interesting." Andy said under her breath, huffing out a long sharp intake of air as she slipped into the driver's seat and turned the car on. Instantly the radio came to life and at first the silence was deafening as they drove out of the lot and started to patrol their assigned area. That was of course until the radio blared with noise and dispatch called out " Signal 45. Shots fired on Queen street west and 46th . All available officer's please respond."

"Hit it." Sam told her, nodding at Andy who took the radio and quickly responded to the call, gazing over at Sam whose body language had changed from being comfortable around her to automatically feeling like they were strangers and not lovers or friends, from not so long ago.

"You know, Marlo and you look happy." Andy said, waiting about 15 minutes to break the uneasy silence between them. Deep down knowing that being together like this, was probably bringing floods of memories back to him as it was to her. However, she tried to not let it show on her face as she continued to drive and they made their way towards the call, glancing over to Sam and seeing his face fall a bit.

"Andy, I-" Sam began to say, but he was quickly cut off when he looked up see that they were stuck driving down a familiar bridge, the car in front of them suddenly began driving erratically and out of nowhere, spun out towards their squad car.

"Call it in, we need back up!" Andy shouted, hitting on the breaks hard and just when she watched Sam place his hands onto the radio, shots rang out and they both found themselves ducking and dodging the stray bullets that had came flying at them from the white colored van in front of them.

"Get down!" Sam yelled, looking to see that Andy had opened the squad car door and was crawling outside of the car, he followed behind her, trying to avoid the glass that was scattered all throughout the road and inhaling the scent of burning rubber and gun smoke made him wince.

Sam leaned his head against the squad car door, out of breath and stunned as he looked over at Andy and locked his eyes on her, a grin on his face when he cleared his throat."I should have known this would happen, your first shift back and I'm already getting shot at." Sam commented with a smile, looking to see that Andy's head was leaning against the car door as well, her shaking hands on her gun when she smiled back at him and responded with a nonchalant tone "You missed me didn't you?" She asked him, watching the stern look in Sam's face fade, his eyes brightening with the same longing and pure joy she had when she had spotted him just the day before walking out of the Police Station.

"Yeah, I did. I've missed you, Andy." He smiled, looking over to see her shake her head at his words, laughing a bit and noticing that her eyes were glossed over with unshed tears as she said "I've missed you too, Sam. I've missed you a lot."


Thanks so much for reading & Please let me know what you all think. If I should even write more stuff like this or not. :)