This is an entirely new fic that I had for quite a while now, and I wanted to post it and see what you all thought!
Disclaimer:
I SO don't own JN or any other great shows.
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Cindy:
Never again would I or will I see those loving, caring deep sea blue eyes. They would be forever closed behind heavy, black eyelids. Heavy, black eyelids that mocked me everytime I gazed at him. Darn it, Neutron! Wake up, please! Why are you making me wait forever! STOP IT!
Jimmy had been in a coma for two weeks now. Everyone was at a loss.
I had been in a deep depression, and there seemed to be no way out. My best friend Libby Folfax lost her musical charm and touch of style. And Sheen Estevez had lost faith in himself and everyone around him.
I laid in my bed on a rainy, dark Saturday thinking about him. My beloved Jimmy would be no more. Everyday I prayed for those heavy lids to flutter open and reveal those blue eyes. But everyday was the sameno answer to my prayers.
If somehow I could die in his place, I'd do it in a split second. My mind then jumped to the revolver in my desk drawerused only for emergencies. I got out of bed with no hesitation whatsoever, bitter tears streaming down my face and opened my drawer. WIth tears burning my eye, I loaded the revolver and whispered- "Sweet dreams, Vortex..."
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Libby:
Cindy would NEVER be the same. She seemed dead inside, lifeless, and just not herself since Jimmy's coma incident.
I even wasn't myself. With Cindy like she was, I lost my singing voice and sold every CD in my collection.
I tried calling her a few seconds ago, but she was either at the hospital or too deep into her depression to even talk...and I somewhat didn't actually blame her.
My room, much like my entire lilfe, seemed so empty without my funky music and decor. My heart seemed twice as heavy with each passing day without my best friend and my musical comfort.
I fell on my kneescrying in loss of my entire life...
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Sheen:
My best friend was gone. Really gone.
You would have never known that I had faith in myself and other pepople just a few weeks ago compared to how I was now. Now, everything in me was drained since Jim's awfulness.
Libby wasn't her musical self anymore, and Cindy was gonefar, far away mentally and emotionally. Truthfully, I missed them both. But Lib was the stake in my heart.
I honestly didn't know if we'd all ever come back...
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Sorry to leave you hanging like that w/ Cindy and stuff, but anyway.
Just so you know, Cindy's 17, Libby's 18, Sheen's 17, and Jimmy's 16.
Please R/R and I'll have more up soon enough!
Forever,
Jimsgurl