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(Alice (human) POV)

Why? Why me? He loved me didn't he? He did? No that can't be right because if he did he would be here with me... He said he didn't love me! That he didn't even care for me why? I fell to the floor hot tears running down my face, my beloved Jasper was gone he didn't love me!

Flashback

I was lying on my bed flicking through a fashion magazine when... 'Tap! Tap!' came from my window I look it was Jasper. Jasper was my husband but we kept it secret from my family so only his family was there to witness it. Anyway I quickly got up and ran to the window and opened it for him. I was so excited I went to give him a hug and a kiss but he stopped me I looked into his eyes they were pitch black. I had never see Jazz's eyes so black in all the years I had known him, something must have been terribly wrong. "Jasper what's wrong do you need to hunt?" I asked him Jasper told me he was a vampire when we went on our 5th date he sat me down in the restraint it was a nice little private one. I didn't get freaked I actually found it kind of fascinating I then realized I hadn't heard Jasper talking "huh?" I said dumbly

"I said I don't need to hunt Alice but we do need to talk please sit down I need to tell you something I sat down on my bed and smiled up at him I couldn't sense any happiness off him any emotion at all " Alice I'm leaving!" Jasper said straight to me in that I immediately went into shock tears stung my eyes

"W-w-w-what?" I stuttered to him

"I'm leaving the rest of the family is staying but I'm leaving!" he said to me tears now streamed down my cheeks

"Why? Don't you love me?" I sobbed and whispered at the same time

"Because you're a human and I'm a vampire and let's just face it your cute, pixie thing just wears out its not cute it's annoying so I'm going, see you around bye!" he said and he was gone.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I screamed and I ran to my window

End of Flashback

The love of my life was now gone... My husband, my everything was gone in just a matter of seconds... Why me? I didn't know what to do I crawled onto my bed my life suddenly felt lifeless like nothing was the same

"Alice?" I heard a musical voice ask

"JASPER?" I quickly sat up and turned to look at the person but it wasn't him it was Rose my best friend and jaspers sister, my hopes then crashed again everyone who walked through there I had the same response

"Oh sweetie... come here" Rose said folding me into her arms I sobbed again letting everything out but the pain never stopped

"Jasper come back! Please come back I will change I swear just come back" I kept whispering and soon everything went black.

(2 days later)

I woke up and felt something mushy underneath me I slowly opened my eyes to find I wasn't at home. I immediately realized where I was it was HIS room was he back was it a bad dream I sat up on the bed I looked at HIS bedside table clock it was 7 o'clock there was a picture of me and him we were at the beach it was my birthday I kept saying how if it was sunny one day that I would love to go down to the beach with him so he surprised me him and his family organized a surprise party and it was down on a private beach were no-one could see since they sparkled in the sun it was the best birthday I grabbed the photo and held it close to me I looked down at it tears fell onto the farm I wiped them off with my thumb was that all a dream a night mare nothing more the door opened

"Jasper is that you?" but it wasn't

"Alice are you really awake?" Carlisle, jaspers dad asked as he walked in

"Yes" I whispered "Where's Jasper? Is he out hunting? Or is he in the house? I mean he would stay close right he would never leave me he loves me!" I said hysterically I looked down at the photo "Were a match" I said to the photo

I looked back up to Carlisle who had an apologetic look on his face "I'm sorry Alice" he said to me I felt the sadness come back and then anger I quickly got up and chucked the picture at the window causing them both to smash

"WHY? WHY DOESNT HE LOVE ME?" I screamed knowing I wouldn't get an answer "WHY DID HE LEAVE? WHY?" And I kicked the bedside table that fell down and smashed everything on top of it

"Alice... please calm down" Carlisle told me calmly

"NO! WHY CARLISLE? WHY? WHY DID HE HAVE TO GO HE DIDNT EVEN TELL ME? JUST GO" I shouted at him.

"Alice I really..." I cut him off

"I SAID GO" I yelled as I pushed him out the door. I shut and locked the door so no one would enter the room and couldn't hold anything in anymore I need HIM back I need my Jasper back I turned around my back to the door, I saw what I had done to his room , our room, I crumbled, sliding to the floor I just want Jasper back...

I eventually had enough strength in me to pull myself up and crawled over and climbed back onto the bed still crying. (Knock Knock) came from the door

"Ali sweetie it's me Rose can I please come in?" she asked softly I didn't answer I just stayed there on the bed crying and hoping my Jazzy would come back.

"CARLISLE!" I heard Rose scream from outside the door I wanted it all to end I didn't want to be here not without him I grabbed a pillow and pull it over my head hoping to block out the noise. I knew that they would be talking about me and didn't want to know what they were saying. I pulled the pillow back a few minutes later and didn't hear anything else so took the pillow completely off. I didn't know what to think anymore I was so tired I didn't know what to do I just laid there just thinking of why he left every now and then I would let out a cry because it could have been me my fault, maybe I was a bad wife and I soon fell into blackness...