What happens if Lavi knew Lenalee's feelings? How will this affect their friendship?

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"Lenalee, do you like Allen?" the red-haired guy asked.

They paused on walking, both kept silent for a while. She is standing behind him, looking down to the floor and blushing. Lavi, known for being so carefree, had this serious look for the first time.

"What's with the sudden question, Lavi?" she asked, still slightly blushing.

"Just answer me, do you like Allen?" Lavi kept his serious look. His voice sounds different from his usual tone. He really is serious. The girl started to move back, she feels frightened by his looks, 'something is wrong', she thought.

"Lavi, something is wrong with y…" before she could finish, he grabbed her left hand, and pulled her closer. She tried to push him away but he was stronger. He groped her shoulders and pushed her to the wall as hard as he could. Lenalee cried. Lavi's hands still grasping her shoulders, he leaned closer to her, until their face is about an inch away from each other. She looked at him straight in the eyes, with fears filling it.

"Lavi, what is wrong with you?" she screamed, her voice is trembling in fear, as well as her hands.

"Answer me Lenalee, do you like Allen?" Lavi almost shout at her. "Please tell me!"

Lenalee looked away from him, "Y-Yes, I like Allen-kun… I… I love him."

His eyes widened, but he is not shock, his hands starts to shake a little, he bit his lips and sweat formed in his temples. He put on a little grin on his face. He asked her again.

"D-Do you like me, Lenalee?" Lenalee kept silent and didn't even respond. He was agitated, frustrated, and anger filled him. He looked down the floor, punched the rough hard wall on her side, "Please look at me…" Lavi whispered. The girl turned her head and looked straight at his eye.

"Lavi, I do like you, but I cannot like you the way I like Allen-kun…"

Her words stabbed his heart. Those words stabbed that it made his heart shattered into pieces, broken like a glass. Tears began to form on both of their eyes. The sky turned dark and a gush of wind hit their bodies, both were standing still, silent. She is leaning unto the wall while her shoulders were being held by his hands. Lavi smiled bitterly, he held tighter to her shoulders. He cannot contain much more of this pain. Lavi looked at Lenalee, his face is blushing, but pain showed in his left eye; Lenalee stares at him, with pity on her eyes. All of a sudden, he pressed his lips onto hers. Shocked by his sudden actions, Lenalee tried to push him away, but the red-haired guy is much stronger, he held her closer to his body. He kissed deeper and deeper, his right hand held the back of her head and pulled it closer; left hand moved towards her waist. Both of her hands were on his shoulder, pushing his body away from her.

He pushed her again to the wall, this time his lips freed away from her lips and moved to her cheeks, then to her neck. She is panting and breathing very hard. Tears flowed down to her cheeks; she started to cry and sobbed bitterly. His kiss on neck made her shiver and stutter; Lenalee moaned not because she feels good, but moaned because of fear and sadness.

Lenalee tried to scream and cry for help, but she feels like something is stocked at her throat that even her voice won't come out. She could only think of Allen by that time.

'Help me! Somebody help me! Allen-kun!' she thought.

Lavi gripped her tighter, he tore her collar and her sleeve that showed him her bare shoulders, and then he kissed. Lenalee is screaming because of the pain.

"Lavi, please don't do this! Please! NO!" she cried, finally her voice reached his mind.

He was shocked; he stopped; and moves his face a little farther from her body. He loosened the grip on her body, with his emerald green eyes widened on what he had seen. She covered her face by both of her hands; she burst into tears, crying bitterly, sobbing piteously, it was really painful. Her knees feel numb; she knelt down as her crying grows louder and more painful. The red-haired guy looked down at her, while his eye still widened shock. What he had done to his dear comrade.

'What have I done? What have I done?'

He was confused by his sudden actions; he didn't even know what he did to her. Tears started to form again in his left eye. Lavi knelt before her; he can feel the pain he had inflicted to her, he reached out his hands to her. Lenalee still wept; her left hand covered her lips while the other one covered her face. Lavi moved closer to her, close enough to hug her. He hugged her tight, his head placed beside her, his eye closed. Lenalee slightly uncovered her face. Her eyes were filled with tears that kept on falling down he pink cheeks. Tears now flow on their faces.

"Please don't cry… I'm so sorry Lenalee… I didn't mean to hurt you; I didn't mean to scare you." He whispered. Lenalee's cry started to stop.

"I'm so sorry… I'm not aware of what I am doing! It's just that, I love you Lenalee…I'm so sorry, please forgive me…"

Lavi's words reached her, the serious voice he had before had turned into a painful one. He didn't want to hurt her, his dear friend. Lenalee glance at him, she moved her hands and placed it on his back. Lavi felt her hands.

"It's okay. I'm fine Lavi… I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt your feelings…" she whispered.

Upon hearing her words, tears flowed more in his eye, sobbing and crying; he felt the pain in his heart. He hugged her tighter.

The gush of wind blew stronger, the leaves started to rustle, the cold wind hit their bodies, both knelt in the cold hard floor of the old church. Lavi loves her, but she cannot give back the love that he wants for her heart already belongs to Allen Walker.

In the dark corner, there this certain man stood, both of his arms crossed in his chest, with long black hair and a sword on his hand. He walked away after listening on the two. "Che…"