Sasu angst fic. I've been wanting to for forever. note: the italics are the song lyrics (Face down by red jumpsuit apparatus) i do not clam to own it, nor the character they are owned by Kishimoto
hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one walk put the rhythm in my head
still i never understand why you hang around
i see what's going down.
he seriously was abused everyday, yet he put up with it-he loved him...maybe a little too much. his cheery(sp?) attitude was all and act now-he never showed any flesh if he could help it. when you'd ask him why he didn't just leave he'd reply with a simple 'but i love him'. you'd think he'd et the fact that love didn't matter anymore-it was his safety. 'But i want him to be happy' yea, happy using you. lets face it, he was screwed....simply put.
cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself its never gonna happen again
you cry alone and he swears he loves you
he now wore his hair all in his face to cover everything up. I would swear he was going emo. sometimes in the morning if yu catch him early enough he'll be chanting 'he won't do it again, he won't do it again...' over and over and you can see tear tracks down his cheeks. if you ask why he puts up with this-it's obvious he DOESN'T love you he just says 'But he swears he loves me' he'll just never learn, stubborn as ever. it'll be the death of him one day....quite literally too.
[chorus]
do you feel like a man
when you push her around
do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground.
well I'll tell you my friend
one day this world's gonna end
as your lies crumble down
a new life she has found.
i swear he takes PRIDE in beat him senseless. he orders him around like a slave, beats him shitless, and yet he still has the nerve to say he loves him! i mean, seriously! something's fucked up. well, in his mind anyways. if i didn't know better i would swear he thought he was back in the stone agae where it was actully LEGAL. he beats him 'til he fallen on the floor and that STILL isn't e-fucking-nough! his lies are going to have to stop soon! i swear! and He's gonna have to move on.
a pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world bears a consequence
if you wait around forever you'll surely drown
i see what's going down.
he stays, he dies. he leaves, he gets depressed. it's a lose-lose situation-no way in hell he'd win. unless some how we get him to stop being abused....has he ever tried RESISTING the abuse? eh, probably not-too stupid-that may be all it takes to save his life. this whole situation is just going down hill-no, scratch that-it's already all the way down the hill-no, MOUNTAIN-and it's plunging into the ocean below it. the bottom less ocean. it's his job to swim back to the surface before he can't anymore. his fate is in his hands now, there's nothing we can do to help him anymore.
i see the way you go and say you're right again
say you're right again
hear my lecture.
he always insists he's right-even when he's DEFIANTLY not. its so painfully obvious that he's wrong and yet, he doesn't see it we'll lecture him and talk to him all the while praying to every single god there may be that he'll listen, just once-listen to us. but naturally he doesn' there isn't a god after all. (A/N sorry if your a Christian, I'm an atheist. i don't really believe there's a god[not one that likes me anyways] but i very much believe there's a heaven and a hell.)
[chorus]
[bridge]
face down in the dirt
she says this doesn't hurt
she said she finally had enough
face down in the dirt
she says this doesn't hurt
she said she finally had enough.
and that was the miracle we had all been waiting for. he had been kicked to the round one too many times and he was numb. then he said it didn't hurt got back up and hit his 'lover'. we were shocked but happy/impressed. he said he was don't with the abusive treatment and that if he didn't stop immediately he'd leave. though when he turned his back to his lover there were tears in his eyes. but we were all glad he finally stood up for himself-even if it did hurt him a bit in the process. hey, no pain, no gain. what none of us expected (not even even him considering his facial expression) was for his lover to wrap his arms around his waist saying 'that's the boy i fell in love with' the kiss him passionately on the lips....in public no doubt. his eyes went wide with disbelief and surprise but he melted in to the kiss anyways.
[chorus x2]
[bridge]
ok not as bad as i thought it's be though i still say it sucks ass. well if you like it, you like it, if you don't, u don't-just tell me ur opinoin ok? damn, and it was my first song fic too......hope it was survivable!
note: Sasuke is supposed to be the abusive lover and Naruto the tortured poor girl. i know, i'm SO mean it my favorite couple in the whole universe. but hey, always wanted to write angst-be happy it has a happy ending!