Chapter One

May 14

Dear Diary,

In my dreams all I could think about is how much I resemble Katherine, I don't like it at all and I don't want to end up being the cause of a fight. Stefan is the one I thought I should be with, but then Damon just keeps butting into my life and... I feel slightly attracted to him and now that has continued and gotten out of control.

Elena walked over to Bonnie's house, Bonnie needs to know the situation of…Damon, she thought. Once she arrived at the front door, she paused. Then she turned around and saw a jet black blur soar through the air her first thought was, crow, her second thought was, Damon. Then as if she lived in the house she opened the door without even remembering it wasn't her own house. Bonnie was at the door when it opened.

"Elena, what are you doing opening my door right before we have to leave for school…which you don't look ready for?" She asked very confused.

"Oh," She said startled out of daydreaming, "Sorry, I um… needed to tell you something,"

"Continue," Bonnie said.

"Well, you know Damon, right? Stefan's brother…" Elena said in a suspicious way.

"Oh, him, yeah, sadly I do," Bonnie paused often.

"I think I love him," Elena blurted out with no thought, "I mean, I thought Stefan was right for me, but… just read my diary entry," Elena said fiercely with frustration. Then Bonnie read it as her mouth gaped over the book, her lips slightly moving to the words written in the black ink. Then Bonnie just looked at her with a faced that said, are you crazy?

Later Elena was upset about how Bonnie reacted, I mean, sure she didn't like him and she had her reasons, but I am her friend.