Disclaimer: Credit to Stephanie Meyer, for creating Leah and Jacob.

This is a one-shot, of Jacob and Leah. I was listening to a specific instrumental from the Eclipse Score. It's called. First Kiss and it's written by Howard shore. It made me think, words really aren't enough to express, nor are actions. Nothing will ever be enough to portray feelings of any sort. I also think its inspirational and helped me a lot.

Finally, this is a one shot is what I think a person shall feel if they lost someone as I feel I'm a lot like Leah when it comes to her personality, even though we have different reasons for being so. I hope, that I tried to be in character as much as I can.

It was your turn to say goodbye. I thought it was like the last time. You said you were going but stayed. For me I hope. You held me, so close, promising me forever. I believed you. And why would I not? You cupped my face, and repeated such promises and adventures we would have together. I fell, mesmerized.

You still showed me the world, made it seem so beautiful showing the beauty of each flaw. You stood next to me, hip to hip, arm to arm. Like my saviour, despite the torture I put you through.

You would always, always, would smile on my pathetic attempts to woo you anyways. And when they worked, wow, was life worth living.

You never did cease to amaze me. Ever. They hated me whenever thought of you, my short spurts of giggling or just in my own world. They knew, just like that. But, how could I not think such things. How could I be so lucky?

I can't really explain how you make me feel or list our memories. Because you know whenever I think of you or speak to you, I stutter and trip over my words. You would laugh at that too, and raise an eyebrow in confusion. I remember that too.

Many would think, I'm just scribbling down some clichés. Well they're wrong. They're far from the truth. They couldn't ever understand what our relationship was like. It wasn't like any other. And it never will be.

But now you're going, we're going to have to let it fade and disappear, making it become like any other story. I won't be able to deal with it, I know. And over time, we'll move on, despite how much it hurts. But I don't want to think of that right now, well in all honesty not ever.

I'll probably cry my eyes out, something I haven't done in a long time. But I'll be happy that you're going, not that I want you to leave.

I don't care what they say, telling me to get over you. They'll carry on, like nothing's happened, whilst I'll be here, waiting knowing there shall be no return. But something I do know of, you may of left my life, but, you'll never leave my heart.

Ugh, words, fucking words. They can't even compare to any of this, not to emotions.

And actions, they compare to words. So they're useless to.

These feelings and thoughts, they re something to be treasured and kept safe. Something that only you understand. And to me, that's the most important thing.

No one will ever understand.

Leah's mind raced as she listened to numerous songs she knew he enjoyed. He was outside, with the rest, by his car. He was leaving. She was perched by the window, looking out. She couldn't get up. She didn't have the physical ability to do so. He hugged each and every family member, and before he left, he gave her one last look. She never was able to figure out what she saw in those eyes. Happiness? Despair? This was another one of his "things". She too, gazed back. Locked onto him. Hooked onto him. It couldn't of lasted more than a few seconds as before she knew it, the only thing left behind was a trail of smoke given off by his car, that too, eventually leaving no trace.

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