Yo! This might confuse peeps, but this is AU, and it's a tad different to Twilight. Bella has 2 sisters, Bree and Rosalie (Bella is middle child) and a brother, Riley. Jacob is her neighbor, Edward is the shy awkward boy she loves. Alice is the bff, etc. Oh and James is the bitter stalker ex!

In this version Bella isn't all weak and submissive, shes bold, outspoken, rebellious, drinks, is a normal teen x)

And this is her diary :)

It gets really good, I promise, when the Edward bits come in next chap! Its like a fairytale XD

Monday 23. feb .09 7.40pm

Dear Diary,

Ahh! Mock exams today! English 1 was easy, except the unseen poetry, and I did the wrong question! Oh well. Maths was another story all together.

I thought paper 1 would be simple.

Hoe no. Hoe no indeed.

I got so stressed I nearly cried. And to make matters worse, James was sending me mean messages to me saying that he has no respect for me because I broke up with him through text. Whoopdy-fucking-doo. His friends are giving me seriously dirty looks in the hallways, as in Felix and Laurent. Blah. Whatever. I wont let them got to me…

Shit the fucking bed. Cant James just be a man for ONE moment? Or does he have to be such a fucking pussy all the fucking time? Seriously.

Listening to Linkin Park ATM. I know, I know, I'm going emo. I must make Alice promise to shoot me if I start straightening my bangs only and wearing Hello Kitty clips in it.

I set my phone so I cant get any more messages. The last text I got was from James saying 'You are an awful dickhead,'. Well fucking done, James! Do you want a gold star or something?

I'm going to put the album 'the End has a Start' by the Editors on my iPod. I must start listening to them…

Anyways. I'm going to have a smoke and then read a bit now.

TTYL,

Bella x

Tuesday 24. feb. .09 sometime past midnight.

Dear Diary,

Today was hellish.

1st exam was Art. Finished my project (shit) and glues sequins to my face and to the faces off all around me! Haha.

Ate pancakes at break, Alice bought me one. The seniors were selling them to raise money for Prom or something. All I knows is that they were yummy! Eric ate one filled with hot sauce for a free pancake, what a retard. No doubt trying to impress me. Well, I can say that I wasn't impressed when he cried and threw up, that's fo sho.

English 2 was a cake walk. I wrote a kick-ass essay in Kurt Cobain. At after school study James was there and he was texting me all the time and shit. He really is pretty upset about the whole break up thing… he wanted to talk to me in the locker room after study and said that he didn't understand why I dumped his sorry ass and then he even cried.

How very emasculating. I made a speedy exit, naturally.

Economics and Biology exams tomorrow.

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.

Shit. Stress! Why didn't I study?

Anyhoo, TTYL!

Bella x

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