I know, I know. Two stories in one go doesn't usually work but I just got this idea in my head and it won't leave. Let me know what you think and if I should continue or not. If you are going to add me to your favourites list pretty please let me know what you're thinking in a review. I love reviews lol! This won't be very long and it's an AU, starting from the episode where Jenna finds out the truth about everything.

Chapter One

"Elena?"

The voice was soft and calm, but very annoying in its persistence. It pierced through her distracted thoughts and even though they had been talking just moments before, she didn't want to talk now at all.

Everything was so confusing. She just wanted everything to stop spinning for a little while.

"Elena?"

She dragged her gaze away from the window, away from the pretty grounds of the building and turned to face Megan Winters. The woman was probably around her aunt Jenna's age. Very qualified and suitable for the job, Jenna had assured her. This woman was her psychiatrist. She had been going to see her twice a week for the last couple of weeks. It was easier now then it first had been.

"Elena, you need to stay focused here ok? I'm going to do my very best to help you get your memories back but you're going to have to help me too ok?"

She nodded silently, hoping that this was going to be over with soon. As far as she was concerned, they weren't making any progress and were just covering old ground that was all. All these questions weren't telling her the things that she needed to know. Like...who she was. What she liked. What music she liked or what movies or magazines. What clothes she liked to wear. It didn't tell her anything about her friends or her relationships with each of them. Caroline, Bonnie, Matt and Tyler had each come to the hospital after the accident, but she didn't know any of them and she had started to cry.

Jeremy she was told was her brother, and Stefan her boyfriend and Damon was...a friend of the family. But she didn't know anything, it was all a blank.

Her heart ached at the enormity of it all and she just wanted to be back to normal again.

Jenna hadn't let her see any of her friends since they had come to see her at the hospital. Too confusing for her, Jenna had said. She needed to rest and heal.

Her session was over with sooner then she thought, and she was told to come back again on Monday afternoon.

She walked out of the office and met up with Jenna who was going to take her home. That was all she did now these days. Come here and then go home.

"Jenna..." she didn't want to upset her aunt or anything, after everything she had done for her.

"Yes Elena? How was the session today, any progress?"

Elena shook her head and tried to ignore the disappointment in her aunt's eyes.

"I need to...I need to see my friends. I need to know things that only they could tell me. Why can't you let me see them?"

Jenna sighed and looked away from her. "Your friends are a...a bad influence that's all. Elena this is a chance for you to have a fresh start. I want you to get your memories back I really do. And I'm not trying to hide anything from you I just don't think that the truth is something you can handle right now. I just need for you to know who you are, rather than know about the dangers of the world and who your friends are first. Does that make any sense at all? I'm just looking out for you sweetie, you trust me don't you?"

Elena hesitated. Her aunt was hiding something. But she didn't want to make anything worse so she dropped the subject.

When they got home, someone was waiting by their front door, looking hurt and angry and concerned all at the same time. A name came to her mind. He had been someone at the hospital but was it Stefan or Damon?

Jenna stopped the car and got out, slamming the door behind her. "You can't be here Stefan. I want you to leave now."

"Jenna. I know you recently found out a lot of things that are confusing and that hurt you terribly," Stefan was saying earnestly. Elena hurried out of the car.

"What's going on? Why is...Stefan why are you here?"

"Jenna...you can't keep doing this. Elena has a right to know the truth."

"She will know the truth Stefan, but not now. We've both been through so much and she needs time to rest. So do I ok? And even if I told her everything that has been going on...would it let her know about her? Who she is? No it wouldn't. "

"But letting her spend time with people who care about her will help her do that Jenna. You never want her to know the truth because we would all tell her in an instant and you just want to run away from everything and pretend it's not happening. That's why you've hidden her diary."

"My diary? I wrote a diary? Jenna how could you do that?" Elena gasped in horror. A diary would be perfect in helping her.

"Jeremy must have told you," Jenna huffed, there were tears in her aunt's eyes.

"I'm just trying to..." she stopped again and looked at the hurt in Elena's eyes and then she sighed. "Fine. Fine...I'll get your diary. I'm sorry Elena. I don't know why I tried to hide the truth from you. Maybe it's because I can't deal with the truth myself," she turned to glare at Stefan.

"Now I want you to leave before you do any more damage!"

Stefan nodded, with one last look at Elena and then he disappeared in a flash like he had never been there. She blinked in surprise at how fast he could move. He was supposed to be her boyfriend but she had no connection to him at all! No memories of moments they had shared or anything. Maybe reading her diary would help her with that.

She hurried into the house with a mixture of feelings inside her. Feelings of excitement and nervousness. She was scared too. Because the way that Jenna was talking, there were things she maybe didn't want to know

TBC?