Hello! This is a collection of stories based on my On Call Story which should be read first. I don't know how many I'll do but here we are!

So this is based on Chapter 4, when Logan and Kendall got together. This is Kendall's side of the story and the bits inbetween that we didn't see. And I know I shouldn't be writing but I am having writing withdrawls and I have a wonderful Bestfriend who is staying over tonight and is helping me type, she is also a Kogan lover so it's all good! And so here we go!

I do not own BTR!

I See It Now!

The four of boys sat in the limo waiting anxiously to return from to the Palmwoods. The tour was over and they were excited to be going home. Kendall had missed his mom and Katie so much. It was really hard being away from them for 6 weeks but having the guys helped and thank god for video chat. Kendall knew he should be excited to see Jo, but in truth he was worried. She was just really pissed off with him recently. His phone vibrated and he looked down.

Wre r u? Wen r u bck? -JOJO

The girlfriend. It didn't escape his notice that the greeting and the normal x kiss were missing. They had been missing since tour week 3. He really don't know what he did wrong but she just seemed really pissed off at him and he didn't know how to handle it. Before this tour Kendall honestly thought that maybe he was falling for her and she for him but like his mom said, trust is everything and she clearly didn't have that in him.

The limo stopped outside the Palmwoods and Carlos and James rushed from it, declaring their return to any resident who cared. Kendall noticed Logan seemed to be as much of a hurry as he was, so clearly not fussed. Kelly said her goodbyes and the four made their way back to 2J.

"Mom? You here?" Kendall called as he opened the door. He was suddenly attacked by Katie who took the wind out of him as she jumped him.

"I may never repeat this, so treasure it! I actually missed having you around!" she smiled and Kendall laughed. Once she released him to hug the others he was again winded by his mother.

"M..mom. Can't b...breath!" though she seemed not to notice. He looked pleadingly at the others who pryed her away from he baby boy.

"I'm sorry I just missed my boys" she said. A ding was heard somewhere in the kitchen and Carlos jumped forward.

"Are you cooking?" he asked expectantly. When she nodded he hugged her. "Oh I've missed your cooking!" and with that he was gone, into the kitchen. James shook his head and Logan laughed. Kendall smiled at them and began pulling his suitcase into the bedroom, Logan following with his own. He realised he never texted Jo back and did. Again he noticed Logan too had his phone in hand and he looked nervous.

"Hey are you ok man?" Kendall inquired worriedly, his voice making Logan jump.

"What? Oh yea, sorry I was texting Camille" Just then there was a knock at the door and James calling.

"LOGAN! YOUR GIRLFRIENDS HERE" He stood and left the room, the nervous look on his face disappearing as they walked into the living room. Camille walked over and hugged Logan tightly. Kendall too was granted a hug from the excentric brunette.

"Logan, want to go for a walk. You can tell me about the tour" he agreed and they left the apartment. Kendall suddenly got a strange feeling in his chest, but put it down to the fact he envied Logan in having a trusting girlfriend and nothing more. Within minutes of Logan and Camille's departure Jo arrived and Kendall was shocked when she acted like nothing had happened. She smiled at him, hugged him and kissed him quickly. He noticed James and even Carlos give skeptical looks. They had heard the numerous fights over the phone and were just as confused as Kendall was at the sudden show of affection.

"I've missed you" she smiled, standing on her toes to kiss him again. "Can we talk?" she asked.

Kendall nodded and led her towards his and Logan's room. He saw James send a thumbs up as I closed the door. She started apologising for her behaviour and Kendall started to give in, apologising too, though for what he didn't know. This seemed to be the wrong thing because she suddenly got angry.

"So you admit you were wrong? That you did stuff" Kendall shook his head in disbelief and went to defend himself but Jo started shouting again. By the time she left all Kendall knew was saying sorry just led to more fighting. He sat on his bed confused when Logan walked in and sighed sadly. "What happened?"

"I...don't know" He replied slowly. Logan suggested he should wait before going to see her. Kendall agreed. He smiled at Logan. He was always there for Kendall.

"Thanks"

"Anytime. In the meantime how about we empty these bags?" Logan smiled moving to empty his bag and Kendall smiled at the brunette. He had the best friends.

.

4 weeks of being yelled at, blamed and basically abused and Kendall was sick of it. Although he would never hit a girl Jo was really starting to get on his nerves. If he didn't have Logan to vent to, he would have killed her by now. It was the same thing almost every other day. She would come over, they would talk about their most recent fight. Hang out or go to the pool and relax. Things would be ok for the next few days and then she would accuse him of hiding stuff from here, or looking at another girl. He would defend himself, she would leave. Logan would step in to talk to Kendall, offering an ear and sympathy and then the blonde would go and find Jo.

"I know I'm being paranoid Kendall. I don't want to be but you're famous and you could have anygirl..." See that is emotional blackmail and Kendall was running out of patience. He really liked Jo and he thought they would have been good together but if it was always going to be like this he didn't know if he could do it.

This night in particular just really annoyed him and he snapped.

"Kendall don't lie to me! I saw you and her...she was all over you and you did nothing!" Jo fumed.

"No I WASN'T flirting with her! Seriously Jo! Jo?" He looked at the phone to see the call had ended.

"URGH women!"

Logan, who had been sitting on the other bed gave a small smile. He really had become Kendall's go to person. Jo honestly owed her life to the boy who listening to Kendall's problems, even though he too had just broken up with his now ex girlfriend. Kendall felt bad but Logan would tell him he was there for Kendall and this made the blonde smile. At the current time the blonde sat and looked at his friend.

"Can I ask you something?" As usual Logan gave Kendall his full attention. And Kendall couldn't help but see the care in Logan's eyes. He felt a strange sensation somewhere in his stomach but he ignored it.

"Shoot"

"How did you end things with Camille? How did you know when it was over?" Kendall asked as he lay back, looking at the ceiling as if the answer would appear there.

"You and Jo still fighting I see" he said sadly and Kendall nodded.

"I just can't seem to do right for doing wrong, you know. She doesn't trust me and in all honesty I'm starting to get really pissed off with her" He replied. "How did you do it?" He questioned.

"I don't know man. Camille and I...we just grew apart I guess...the fact she was falling for her co-star and I'm gay didn't hel..."he stopped and Kendall froze. Did he just...no Logan's not...WHAT? He looked over just to see Logan's face bright red.

"What?" Kendall asked, his voice coming as a whisper. Logan buried his head in his hands. When he didn't answer Kendall pushed "Logan?"

He took a breath and opened his eyes. Kendall stared at him, shock evident on his face. "Did you just say you're gay?"

"Um...well, you see, the thing is, I might be, yes" Logan stuttered. Kendall noted the fear with which Logan spoke. He made eye contact for a second and his heart broke at the scared look in Logan's eyes. The feeling stopped him. The look in Logan's eyes actually hurt him. Clogs in Kendall's brain were working overtime. He watched Logan stand and he jumped.

"Kendall say something...please" He stepped towards his friend and Kendall jumped up. His head was starting to hurt from too much thinking and he needed to clear it.

"I...I have to go!" and with that he ran, not stopping when Logan begged him to come back and talk to him. He ignored the pain in his chest at the sound of his sad voice and ran until my lungs forced him to stop about 4 blocks from the Palmwoods. He slouched against a wall, breathing heavy.

So Logan was gay, big deal, he thought. But why did he feel like he was missing something. Like a piece of the puzzle was lost or not fitting. He stayed there, working everything over in his brain and he blinked away tears when he remembered how scared Logan was of him. He would never hurt Logan! All he wanted was to go back and promise Logan he could never hurt him. Hisphone vibrated and he looked down at it to see James calling him but he cancelled it, allowing voicemail to do it's job.

Kendall walked back to the Palmwoods park and sat under one of the numerous trees. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair, letting out a frustrated sigh. Why couldn't he grasp it? He knew he should have worked out the gigantic puzzle in his brain by now but he just couldn't figure it out. He wasn't the smart one, Logan was. Logan was alot of things besides too. He cared deeply for his his friends. Would do anything they asked him. Always watched out for them and saved their asses on a number of occasions. He was kind, considerate, funny, had an infectious smile and Kendall trusted him completely with his life.

Then he had it. That lightbulb moment! Suddenly all the pieces fell into place and it all made sense. Kendall couldn't believe he never saw it before. Looking back now it was clear as day. The talks, the hugs, the lingering touches or constantly being in some form of physical contact with Logan. The smiles and glances. How did he never see it?

Logan! The name suddenly meant everything, the person meant everything. Kendall smiled to himself. "I like Logan"saying it outloud only made it clearer to him it was right. His smile increased and he repeated the sentence again and again to himself until it was as natural as breathing. Now he just had to tell him. But then he remembered, Jo. Without delay, he walked back to the Palmwoods like a man on a mission. He went to her apartment and knocked twice before she opened the door, clearly taken aback by his sudden turn up.

"Kendall? Why are you here?"

"I need to talk to you" he said. Confused, she stepped back and allowed him to come in.

"So...what did you want to talk about?" she asked worriedly.

"I want to break up" he said clearly and she was again brought up short by his lack of emotion.

"What? Why?" Kendall gave her an exasperated look.

"Seriously Jo? You have to ask?"

"I thought we were trying to work this out! I thought you liked me?" She said upset.

"I did like you Jo. I thought I might be falling for you but ever since I got back all we do is fight and I'm sick of it! You don't trust me and I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me!"

"I do trust you Kendall" Jo said stepping towards him. "Please, do break up with me"

"I'm sorry Jo but I need to do this" Kendall said, turning to the door. But she called after him.

"I was right, wasn't I? There WAS someone else! Tell me the truth Kendall" she fumed her sadness gone.

"No Jo, there wasn't. Not until I came back, tonight really" He said truthfully.

"Who?"

"What?" Kendall questioned.

"I want to know who here is breaking us up" she said, sadness coming to her voice again.

"Jo the only person whose breaking us up is you and me. You don't trust me and I like somebody else...we're over" and with that he left, leaving a weight the size of LA behind him. Now he needed to get to 2J and see Logan.

However once he opened the door he was greeted by his two angry friends. "Um, hi?"

"Don't hi us!" James said angrily, Carlos nodding in agreement.

"Did I do something?" Kendall asked confused, walking past them "Can it wait guys? I need to talk to Logan" he made his way to his room when Carlos called after him.

"He's not here" Kendall turned to face them.

"Well where is he?" James shrugged.

"He ran off. But not before he told us what happened" he said. Kendall couldn't think of a time he had ever seen James and Carlos look so mad.

"I don't get Kendall! Logan tells you he's gay and you run away from him. You're his best friend and he tells you something that big and leave him" Carlos fumed.

"He was in such a state when he got back he could barely talk..." Kendall fliched at James' words.

"Guys I..." but he was cut off.

"He really thinks you hate him" Carlos said, sadness maring his anger and Kendall looked up at him wide eyed but Carlos continued "And being perfectly honest, if you reacted the same way to me, I would too"

"I don't hate Logan! I could never hate Logan! You guys no that right? How could he think I hate him?" the last sentence came as a whisper.

"Kendall you just left. How would you feel? What I don't get is why?" Kendall didn't know if he could stand much longer and sat on the orange couch, James and Carlos following.

"I just...I panicked. I just needed to clear my head. I went for a walk and then came back" he said "Oh and I broke up with Jo"

"About time" the two muttered together.

"I need to find Logan and explain" Kendall said standing suddenly. In truth James and Carlos were worried about their friend. He should be back by now. Just as they were about to leave to go look for him Kendall's phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Kendall, it's Camille" she sounded angry.

"Oh hey. Look I'm kinda busy and I need to find Logan so..."

"He's here" she cut in "At my apartment..."

"Oh well can you ask him if I can speak to him?"

"I would but he cried himself to sleep" Kendall knew this was a dig at his expense but it hurt none the less.

"Oh well,as long as he's safe" Kendall replied not really knowing what to say.

"He is..." Kendall got the feeling she wasn't finished with him and he was right. "How could you Kendall? He's your best friend"

"I don't hate Logan. I just...I made a mistake ok but I'm going to fix it. Come on Camille, you I care about Logan!"

"I do, which is why I found it hard to believe when he turned up here and told me what happened"

"Look I'll make this right, I promise" he said speaking to not only Camille but James and Carlos too, who nodded at him.

Kendall spent the night on the orange sofa incase Logan came back early. And he was right. Logan walked into 2J before 8 o clock the next morning. He was clearly surprised to find Kendall waiting for him. He froze for a moment before continuing towards his room. Kendall jumped forward to stop him, pulling him back. "Look Kendall..." but Kendall cut him off, kissing him. Logan was stunned by the action and before he could respond Kendall pulled back.

"I broke up with Jo" Kendall whispered. "That was why I left last night...after you told me, I don't know...it was like a switch went off in my head" he said. "I had never thought of it before and truthfully it scared me!...I needed to clear my head for a bit when I realised that I like you Logan...and then I went straight to Jo and broke up with her. When I came back I was going to tell you but Carlos and James started shouting at me...How could you think I hated you?" he asked incredulously.

"Leaving the room at the speed of light was one indication" Logan said looking away, still upset about the night before.

"Well I don't. I was really worried when you didn't come back. All of us were going to look for you until Camille called as said you were over there...and she shouted at me too" he added, with a smile.

"Kendall?"

"Yes Logan, I mean it. I like you, and I know you may not like me back but I just wanted to tell you" Kendall said. Logan hugged Kendall but before he could say anything Mrs. Knight came out of her room.

"I see you two have made up then" she smiled as the two broke apart. They nodded and Logan, who still had a hand on Kendall blushed before turning to their room.

"I'm going take a shower" and with that he was gone and Kendall smiled to himself. Unfortunatly he didn't get a chance to talk to Logan alone for the rest of the day as it involved a lot of work. Gustavo wanted to try and get a start on a new song and so they found themselves in the studio, harmonising for god knows how many hours. By the time they got back to the Palmwoods they were exhausted. None of them missed the not so friendly glare on Jo's face as she past them in the lobby though Kendall didn't seem to care. The four went silently to their rooms and Kendall finally got Logan alone, a fact unmissed by the smaller boy.

"Kendall?"

"Yea Logie?" Kendall asked.

"About what you told me this morning..."

"Like I said, I meant it...I just can't believe how long it took me to see it" He noticed Logan relax a small bit and he smiled.

"So if I said I like you too..." Kendall smiled and walked over to the smaller teen.

"Then I would hope you would let me kiss you" Logan blushed slightly but smiled.

"Well Kendall. I like you!" Kendall didn't need telling twice and leaned down caprturing the shorter boys lips. Once air became an issue Logan pulled away and smiled as did Kendall.

"Logan will you go out with me?"

"I'd like that but can we keep this between us for now please?" In truth Kendall wantedthis too. He wasn't ready for all that attention just yet.

"Sure, as long as I get to do this" and he leaned forward pulling Logan to him. When they broke apart Logan nodded.

"As often as you want" he smiled.

AN: Hello! So did you like or not? I don't think it's my best but I've had this chapter awhile and my friend agreed to help me edit it so now you have it. And I will not take it personally if you don't like it...Katie and her galfriend xxx