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Grievous stalked up the battlefield light sabers drawn, he was angry angry that he couldn't save his race in the Huc Wars, angry that he lost his family, but most of all angry that he had no hope.Lately that was the only reason he would enter combat, to relieve the pain, the pain of anger, and the pain of knowing he was the most hated thing in the know galicy.No one other than him and God knew about his suffering, everyone else thought he was a soulless machine with no care or heart.And he knew this all to well.

One more step and I could fall away
If it happened would it matter
And I can't tell if I should go or stay.
Same old picture feels so hollow.
How can anybody know what's best for me
Another page I turn in shame.
And my decisions brought me to my knees,
I needed someone to blame.

Jedi swarmed his position he fought but it was ten to one so he fled, fled as far away from them as he could fighting as he went.Anyone looking at him from first glance would see a monster a killer a hateful beast that was an enemy to all good and everyone would tell them that also, he still wondered if they were rite.He ran and ran until he found a jedi that was away from the others he picked her up by the throat and prepared to kill her, this one was different though he did not see hate in the jedi's eyes, he saw fear pain and everything he had suffered through.

I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow
I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow
Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change

He for the first time in his life let the easy kill go.''I will not kill you.''
''Why?''She said with fear deep in her voice.
''Your eyes have seen all that mine have, you face death every day, you face what I face every day, you know what I know, you are my equal there for we would kill each other if we fought.''
then she did something that Grievous had never had since he was on Kalee she showed him affection she grabbed his arm and looked at him without fear, but instead kindness, until all of that was shattered when another jedi came and ''saved'' her from the killer.

Once upon a time in broken dreams.
Reflections that I can't face.
So hold your breath and make a wish for me.
Take me to a better place.
Time always seems to be passing by
It never waits for me
If I could do it all one more time, I wouldn't change a thing.

I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow
I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow
Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change.

His moment of happiness broke into anger.He let out an inhuman roar and fell to his knees.Clones rushed over and captured the general.They took him to their ship and put him in a prison cell.He prayed, for the first time he prayed,''Please I'm done with this war and done hatieng give me hope pleas I'm sorry for all this evil I have done.''He felt his burden lift and noticed the jedi girl from before coming to his cell.

Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change.

the end

well i hope u enjoyed the fic. and if u have read my other Grievous fic then I'm sry fr the long wait i have writers block. plz r&r i will respond if u review constructive criticism welcome but plz no flames-----thx.