Golden Eyes
We lost. Serin lost. My teammates were crying. We lost 30 to 133. My eyes searched yours. You looked at me. Triumph was written on your face. Your golden eyes starred at me. Your golden eyes! Why were they golden? Where was the crimson one? The eyes that looked at me with love. I couldn't find them. My legs moved forward. My hand reached out for you. Tears ran down my face and dripped on the floor. You still looked at me with these golden eyes. These colden eyes. His eyes. Why did he took you from me. I hate you Akashi-kun. I hate you. "I hate you.", I wispered. He looked at me amused. Again I took a step closer to you. "Give him back. I hate you. Give him back.", I said with a beaten voice. He smirked. "Who should I give back, Tetsuya~", you said with his lovely voice. "Give him back Akashi. Give me my Sei-kun back.", I screamed. Rakuzans team looked confused at me and their captain. "Give him back. Hic. Give me hic Sei-kun back. Hic. Sei-kun. Hic. Sei-kun", my voice got weaker as I slipped down to the floor holding Akashi's pants. Akashi looked at me with his golden eyes and smiled: "Your Sei-kun lost. Love makes weak. An Akashi must be perfect without any weaknesses. He was too weak. This is now my body. Your Sei-kun will never return. I will not let him return" "Sei-kun. Sei-kun", I wimpered. With these words Akashi glanced at me with digust. Then he turned away and waked to his teammates and left me broken in tears on the court. My live didn't matter with out him. I tried to get Sei-kun back, but I failed. I failed to rescue the most important person in my live. I had a chance to rescue him, but I failed. I was weak. I can't even fight alone. I need a light to fight. I couldn't rescue him. Why was I so weak. I have trained and trained more than any one. I gave it my all, but I still failed to rescue you. My heart broke to a state, where it could never be repaired again. My dead eyes looked at his and your back. I coudn't protect you. My tears stopped to fall and my vision got black. I fell over and the only thing I thought was that I just once want to be held by you again. Just once see your beautifull smile on me. Just once go to school holding hands. Just once again wake up and see you next to me sleeping soundly. I just wanted to live a happy live with you. Was that too much to ask? Was I too greedy? Was my dream really too much? My body hit the floor and I lost conscious.
