Doomedpassion: some things are better left unsaid and some aren't, but how can you tell the difference
Lies, Love, Life and Death
Loving Kikyo had been a lie. Loving Kagome is a lie. I wanted and needed the Shikon no Tama. I needed him. I needed Bankotsu. How ironic. He works for Naraku now. I want him back; therefore I needed the Shikon no Tama more than ever. Long ago my only wish would have been to become a female, decent enough for him, so that I could bear his children. Now I want him to come back to me. I see the look in his eyes every time he looks at me, even now. I can see them. He believes that I betrayed him. Left him to die when I went off with Kikyo. He did not and still will not understand why I needed the Shikon no Tama. I miss you. Naraku, I will get you for this, for taking away all the chances I had to make the man that I love happy.