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Love hurts

Everything had gone back to normal. The host club had raised it profit ten fold. Much to the shadow kings delight. Haruhi had decided to stay in the club but as the first female host. The one thing that had changed was Haruhi I had decided to step aside to let her make me brother happy. But that wasn't enough for her. No. She wouldn't even let me be with him as a brother. We don't even sleep in the same room anymore let alone the same bed. She was taking my brother away from me and I could do nothing.

"Kaoru are you paying attention!" I jumped at the sound of Hikaru's voice.

"Oh sorry Hika." I mumbled. My brother glanced at me worried.

"Kaoru are you okay you seem to be out of it lately." I looked up at the girl who had asked. She looked genially concerned.

"I'm fine." I said curtly. She looked hurt. I sighed.

"Kaoru what did you do after the party last night." Finally something I could work with.

I blushed "Um we just...went home." I mumbled flicking my eyes away from them as my blush deepened.

"Kaoru why are you lying about something so beautiful." Hikaru asked catching on to the game.

"I-its e-embarrassing." I stutterer looking away from him.

"Kaoru..." Hikaru murmured.

I chanced a look at my brother, "Hika..." He grabbed my chin forcing me to look at him.

"Kaoru your so cute with that blush of yours." Are lips were centimeters apart. My heart was beating way faster then it need be. My blush darkened

"Hikaru don't say things like that. Its embarrassing." He chuckled. His eyelid's were slightly lowered but what his eyes showed humor like it was a joke and it was...for him. For me everything was real. Suddenly I wanted nothing but to get away. Away from those humor full eyes that never thought of me as anything other then a brother.

He must of seen how scared cause his eyes changed from humor to worry in the space of 2 seconds.

"Kaoru?" The words had barley left his lips before I jumped to my feet. I backed up.

"Kaoru? Whats wrong?" Hikaru reached for me. I know everyone was looking at us. I felt a pair of eyes glare at my back. I jerked away.

"Um...I need to go use the bathroom." I lied turning towards the door.

I felt Hikaru grab my wrist. "Kaoru really whats wrong?" I tried to pull my arm from my twins grasp. But he held fast.

"Let go Hikaru!" I said angerly.

"Not in less you tell me whats wrong!" He said almost exactly as I had.

"Kaoru." I stopped and turned to look at a very mean looking Haruhi. I froze and you would have to be stupid not to notice how scared I was.

She smiled sweetly "Would you mind stop hogging attention to your self. Hikaru honey please stop holding him back." Hikaru instantly dropped my wrist. It hurt to now he would listen to whatever she said.

"Kaoru really you are such a attention hogger. We were all doing as were supposed to do but you decided you didn't have enough attention so you did this." She said glaring at me.

"That's not true." I shake my head. Making it almost impossible to tell which twin I was.

"Why would you do that Kao-chan." I jerked my head towards my brother eyes wide.

"You can't possible believe what she said." I said bewildered

"I don't see why she would lie." He said coldly.

My twin, my brother, my only friend for the longest time...had left me.

I stared at the floor.

"Kao-chan." Honey looked up at me.

I looked up at the room slowly. Everyone could see it, everyone knew that they had broke something they would never probably be able to fix.

"If that's how you feel Hikaru..." I looked at my brother. He knew better then anyone what my face read. Cause we had held this mask since that maid left us. I no longer needed this world I had fond my own world. But this time Hikaru wasn't in it.

"Boss." Tamika was frozen but watched me like a hawk.

"I quit." I left.

3rd person POV

The door swished closed. Silence filled the music room. For a moment it was almost as thou it really was abandoned.

"We didn't need him anyways." Haruhi says and shrugs.

"What did you say!" Hikaru growls. He looked up glaring pain written all of the older twins face. "My brother. No. My twin! Just walked out of here not even trusting me. And its all my fault." Hikaru crumbled and fell to the ground.

"Haruhi it would be best if you left." Kyoya said coldly.

Haruhi stormed out in a huff. "You'll thank me." she yelled.

Tears rolled down Hikaru's cheeks, "I promised him I would protect him from harm but...but...oh kima."

"Hikaru." Tamika looked determined "Go get him."

Continued in part 2. Rate and comment.