Disclamer – don't own all belong to jkr just writing fan fic

Ok so this is my first femslash – just thought id give a different sort of story a go

So now my fan fic

Dear book

It's kind of weird - falling for someone you never expected you would fall for. I mean really never expected you would. One of your best friends actually, not to mention there a girl – oh and the fact that I'm also a girl and happen to be with a guy who I have liked since forever and also happens to be best friends with the girl... not to mention my brother Is also best friends with this girl and I'm quite sure she wants to be more than friends with him and visa - versa.

-GINNY –

The red haired closed her little book she was writing in, it was looking a bit tattered even though this was her first bit of writing in the book.

"Hey, Gin" a girls voice called from the other girls bedroom door.

"Oh, hey, Hermione" said Ginny while pushing her book underneath some other books on her desk that looked equally as tattered and worn.

"Harry and Ron want to know if you want to play Quidditch, their waiting outside" said Hermione who was now leaning on the door frame.

"Oh – um, yeah, I'll play. I'll be down in a min" said Ginny and Hermione left and walked down the stairs and Ginny put her book under her bed – far under her bed.

Ginny walked down the stairs and jumped the last two and continued out the door to the yard. Harry and Ron were trying to play Quidditch but it was more of a shootout because they were just throwing the ball at each other trying to get it past.

"Hey, Ginny," said harry smiling and stopping the game "what took you so long?"

"Oh – I was just putting some stuff away" said Ginny avoiding eye contact with anyone

"Oh ok, well now you here come play-"

"And get Hermione to as well" said Ron Ginny looked over and saw Hermione sitting down and reading

"I'll see what I can do" said Ginny smirking as she walked over to stand in front of Hermione blocking the sunlight.

"Ginny..." said Hermione irritably

"What?" said Ginny innocently, smirking

"You know what." Said Hermione looking up at her.

"Come play, you can read later" said Ginny smiling at the older girl.

"Hmm, maybe" said Hermione thinking "what were you hiding when I came to the room earlier?"

"Oh – um just stuff..."

"Looked like a book to me" she said matter of factly

"Maybe it was, what does it matter?"Asked Ginny

"I don't know, you tell me, since you're trying to hide whatever it is"

"It's just a book, mum told to write stuff in it, with everything that's going on... Ron got one too. He probably through his out though..."

"Right" said Hermione bluntly "well I guess I could play"

Hermione got up and followed Ginny over to the broom shed where they grabbed a broom each and walked back to where harry and Ron were playing. They decided that would play harry and Hermione vs. Ron and Ginny as this made the teams more equal. Hermione had no idea what she was doing and harry was an expert and Ginny and Ron were both good. After an hour or so of playing - in which Hermione usually flew in the wrong direction – Mrs. Weasley called then in for dinner.

"Ron, Ginny, harry, Hermione – dinners ready. Fred and George are coming over soon so we'll get the table and food all set up for when they do."

Ginny was sitting next to harry and holding his hand under the table, but kept thinking about what she had written and would continuously glance up at where Hermione was sitting and would quickly look down at the table if Hermione moved her head. Fred and George soon came over and they were all eating there dinner – except Ron as his kept moving every time he went to pick it up with his fork. Ginny noticed this and looked over to the twins and started giggling silently.

"You two" said Mrs. Weasley, sternly "stop playing with your brothers food and let him eat."

"Oh... I suppose if we must, we must" said George who then started to eat his food and Ron's food stopped moving about his plate.

Once they had finished their dinner they cleared their plates and moved over to the stairs. There was a murmur of "night mum" and "goodnight Mrs Weasley" as they climbed the stairs.

"Night Ron, harry" Hermione said as she turned and walked into Ginny's room.

"Night" said Ron who then walked of down the hallway to his bedroom. Which left harry and Ginny alone

"goodnight gin" said harry, and he moved in for a kiss but Ginny turned her head to the side which made harry stop and look at her.

"I – er- not feeling so good – wouldn't want you to get it, you know" said Ginny after noticing the look he was giving her. Harry seemed happy with this answer and kissed her on the cheek and walked of in the same direction Ron had to Ron's room.

Ginny walked to her room and laid down on her bed and let out a sigh

"You're not sick" said a voice which made Ginny jump

"Jeez Hermione, you nearly game me a heart attack" said Ginny has her heart rate began to slow down to its original rate.

"Oh, I'm sorry, gin – but you're not sick..." said Hermione who had just turned on the light "so why'd you say you were?" she asked

"Who says I'm not" said Ginny defensively, still laying on the bed.

"I say you're not, I've seen you when you're sick, and you're not sick"

"Right, well goodnight-"

"This doesn't have anything to do with this does it?" asked Hermione holding up an old tattered book

"I – did you read it?" asked Ginny anxiously

"No- I didn't, but you didn't hide it very well, my books are under your bed as well, remember?"

"Oh... right. Well can I have it back?" said Ginny rolling over to one side to face Hermione

"Is it really that bad you can't tell me? Asked Hermione with care

"Yeah, probably" said Ginny rolling over to face away from Hermione

"You haven't killed anyone have you?" asked Hermione with a look of mocking - ness on her face, but Ginny couldn't see this.

"No, of course I haven't" she said turning to face her again "oh you were making a joke out of the situation... real great..." said Ginny aggressively

"Well if you haven't done that, it's not bad; I'm your friend I just want to know what's up with you, you've been a little bit quieter than usual"

"I know, it's just – can I have the book back... said Ginny in a pleading tone

"Um – alright, but will you tell me?" said Hermione while handing over the book.

"I guess I can tell you a bit... just promise not to freak out, ok?"

"Ok, I promise" said Hermione sincerely

Alright well I don't think I like harry anymore, I'm actually pretty sure I don't like harry anymore... I – I think I like someone else, only I can't tell them and I can't tell him"

"He's a big boy, I'm sure he'll move on – if you explain the situation-"

"He'll ask me who the person is, and I can't tell him that" said Ginny who was now close to tears.

"I – who is it then? I mean it can't be that bad that you can't tell him..." said Hermione

"It – well it's a girl" said Ginny and silence fell on the two

"Oh – oh... well that was unexpected" said Hermione in a state of semi – shock "never would have picked you, maybe Luna... it's not her is it? The one you like I mean" said Hermione trying to cover her shock.

"No, it's not" said Ginny amused

"Oh – well who is it?" asked Hermione again

" I – I think I'm going to go to bed " said Ginny who got up and turned the light of and both girl went to lay n their beds, Ginny rolled over to face away from Hermione again and thought of many possible scenarios in which she told Hermione that she was the girl

End chapter 1

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