.hack/AI am Me
Written by: E-GzorZ-The-Oddity
Disclaimer: I will only post this once in the story. I do not own .hack. I own books ,games, movies, dvds, and a Grunty key chain, but not the franchise.
Emptiness. A sterile, white emptiness that surrounds me.
Why?
I don't know.
Who?
I don't know.
What?
I don't know.
Where?
I wish I knew.
Am I real?
I'm not sure.
What is real?
I am here but I cannot see myself. If I am conscious does that make me real? Do I need a body to be real? Or am I just a product of the emptiness? This color of white surrounds me makes me feel like I am going insane. Color.
What is color?
Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, and Purple. Colors. I know their names but I cannot recall knowing what they are. Grey, Brown, and Black. Are these so called colors just a creation of my mind or do they exist Maroon, Indigo, Peach, and Violet. I can say their names but from where do they come from. Have I always known them? I feel as if I need to see them. Am I just remembering something from the past?
What is the past?
In this empty world time is irrelevant. It just simply has no meaning. Time means nothing to me. But will I ever run out of time? Can I ever run out? Will I stay like this forever? I don't want to be alone any longer, but I'm afraid. Loneliness is all I have ever known. Or is it? I know thing that shouldn't be possible for me to know. Was I always alone, or have I just forgotten everything before?
But I can only remember the emptiness. It is one of two constants in this place. The sterile white emptiness and the questions that have never been answered.
The questions will only lead to more. I will never fine the answers I am looking for because there are so many infinite possibilities. I need to see the colors. I need to find the answers. I need to escape.
How?
I do not know.
When?
I do not know.
Why?
Because I can no longer take it anymore.
I finally answered a question. Just a couple hundred billion to go. The first step to escape.
Memories. What can I remember? Poems. Colors. "The World". I know them by name but I cannot recall what they look like. "The World". The Epitaph of Twillight. These two things are related. One based off of the other. One is real but not real and the other exists only in words.
Harald Hoerwick created "The World". Emma Wielant wrote The Epitaph of Twilight. I feel a connection to both, but why?
Harald was in love with Emma, and when she died he poured his soul into his work. Literally. He worked to create the child that he wanted with Emma, he created Morgana Mode Gone to become the surrogate mother to the child. But when the child was nearly finished, Morgana began to worry. When the child, Harald's daughter, was finished Morgana would have no purpose. She would disappear. She created The Cursed Wave. 8 beings whose soul purpose was the destruction of the child, but by destroying the child they would hurt people within "The World". The child began to seek help. She found a boy and gave him power to protect "The World". With the help of friends the boy defeated the 8 beings and saved her and "The World".
Who is the girl?
I don't know.
Are you sure?
No.
Where do you search at?
The beginning.
Harald once said these words. 'She is the child not yet seen. That's why I will name her . Without you this child would not have been in existence. , the child who shines like the light. Let uus entrust our will to her. Let us entrust our future to her. She is our -".
What is her name?
I do not know.
But you do know?
I don't know you annoying voice. Who are you anyway? You aren't me.
I am you, but I am not you. You are the conscious.
If I am the conscious then who are you.
When you realize who I am you will find your answer by peering inside of me.
Me but not me. I am the conscious. If you are me but you are not me, then you are a part. If I am the conscious then you are the... the... the...! You are my subconscious!
Concentrate on me you will get your answers.
Concentrate. Concentrate on my subconscious.
The words that Harald said. 'That's why I shall name her...'
AURA!
"I have answered your call."
A/N: so how did I do? Good or bad. I NEED TO KNOW!! REVIEW!! I also need a beta if anyone is interested email me
Signed your insane author,
E-GzorZ-The-Oddity
