A/N: I thought of this while listening to Rascal Flatts CD "Feels Like Today" I hope you enjoy this.
Kelli
I am numbly waking the halls of this house remembering you and the love that use to fill my heart. As I turn the corner in to the hall to bedroom I see the damage that I inflicted on the wall the night you died the night my heart became a hollow shell.
There's three in the wall from those pictures in the closet
Two in the bedroom from that night I lost it
One deep inside me determined to stay
They don't get any bigger but they don't go away
Holes in and around me I keep falling back into
Holes digging its around me
God knows what I'm gonna do
To fill in these holes left by you
Left by you.
I still don't understand why fate took you away form me why it wanted to rip my soul into tiny pieces I feel as if heart is now broken and having you back again will be the only way to mend it. So I head to my liquor cabinet to numb the pain of not have you anymore.
I pour drink after drink but nothing hit bottom
I've been on my knees admitted my problem
The love that we made still barely an echo
I'll try anything in these vacant hollow
But noting can fill these holes you left in my life at all Sydney I still expect you to come in to view at any moment and then we kiss passionately and make love but I know that never going to happen again and that's what breaks my heart.
Holes in and around me I keep falling back into
Holes digging its around me
God knows what I'm gonna do
To fill in these holes left by you
Left by you
I don't ever think the holes that you left in my life will be filled ever again inless you some how come back and fill them for me.
There's two through my hands and one through my feet
From this cross that I bare to the day that I see
Its guilt and its blame its shame and its love
I will never let our love die. Our love will now fill the hole that is my heart for all time. I will love you Sydney for an eternity.
The End