Bella;
*BeepBeepBeepBeep* 'Shut up you stupid alarm!' i thought as i slammed down on the alarm that got me up for school in the mornings. I hated that alarm it woke me up to hell everyday. Yes, school was hell, for me mostly, for the others it seemed like a laugh. But i guess laughing at something Edward Cullen had said about the stupid, freaky Bella Swan.
Freaky Bella Swan is me.
As i got dressed i looked out the window dreading what the day would bring. Edward had never given a thought to my feelings, it was like i didn't exsist, well actually, let me rephrase that. I did exsist but i was worth as much as dirt. I was treated worse than dirt. The few that did care, were hardly with me as they were too loved up. Angela, Ben and was with this girl called Lea and Angela and Ben were an item. So i was alone in class and stuff. When i left the house i got into my red chevy, my red chevy was amazing- it had character which many people failed to understand.I turned the key and the engine boomed into life- it was perhaps the loudest engine i'd ever heard, and apparently the rest of the school thought so too, judging by the looks i got in the morning, but perhaps they were just looks that i got during the day anyway.
i got out the car when i arrived at school and was instantly greeted with verbal abuse
"HEY LOOK ITS BELLY THE SMELLY!!" Shouted the voice i could only recognise as Emmetts loud, booming voice. Emmett was a big guy- with short, black hair and a face that told you not to mess with him. He was very tall at 6"5 maybe. I turned to face him, i knew Emmett was a great guy underneath all the mean stuff. He'd shown his soft side once or twice when he'd stuck up for me when Mike Newton tryed punching me. Jacob was from the Quiluette tribe and his tanned, muscular body was hard to resist, but i knew that me and him would only ever be friends. Angela was an average height and had glasses and a truly great personality. Her long, brown hair was usually tied back, but when she let it down it looked great. I turned around and faced Emmett, stuck my toungue out, knowing he would never hurt a girl, no matter how unpopular she was. He smiled and waved; waving back i noticed Mike heading towards me with his sandy blonde hair in front of his eyes. It was greasy with ALOT of Dandruff, yet he still managed to be in the top populars. He had attempted to force snog me and held me up against the locker several times, when jacob came to my rescue for the last time he beat mike up and told him to 'Stay the hell away from Bella or i'll punch your head in.' and i think he meant it, cause the only time mike annoyed me now- he was about to punch me. But never succeeded as either Emmett or Jacob came to my rescue. mike looked at me with the most disgusting expression i've ever seen.
"Eww, i didn't realise they allowed dogs to come into school!" he laughed at me the whole car park laughed, i decided to keep my head down and make my way to class, looking at my sqedule i realised i had bioligy first great, first period with Edward Cullen. The fact didn't help that he was so gorgeous, with his bronze scruffy hair, and his emerald green eyes, and his tall height. He was a vision. And i blushed every time he talked to me- i had fancied him for about 2 years now. For 2 years i had sat next to him in Bioligy, and the only words i'd ever spoken to him were please, thanks and bye. Each had earned me a scowl, i didn't know what was wrong with me, but i'd been bullied severely ever single day of my life. I had infact known Edward all my life, he'd always bullied and tormented me. And when it had got too much i went to Jacob; who had been the opposite of Edward and supported me when it got too much.
I went and sat in my seat, as usual i got there before him. I was known as the 'Nerd' of the class, even though i didn't come top and i didn't listen much. So it surprised me when Edward walked in and said hi shocked, i said hi back
"So how are you?" He asked, by now i was so shocked that i lost my voice, i didn't know how to answer "I-i g-guess.." i stuttered back "Bella?"
"yeah?" i asked confused "Go suck a pole." Mike butt in turning around and Edward burst out in laughter "hhahahahhahahaha good one Mike!" he said whilst giving him a high-5.
I was so embarrassed i didn't know what to do or what to say, so i turned around and got on with my work. before i knew it the bell was ringing, i packed my books away and stood up, before i felt a hand on my shoulder- looking around i saw Jacob,
"What did he say to you Bella? You were almost crying back there." He asked "Nothing, it, it doesn't even matter-"
"Yes, it does." "Do i have to?"
"Yes, Bella, if they hurt you, then i deserve to know." "Hey Jake?"
"What, Bella?"
"Why aren't you with Lea?" "Erm well i kinda.. broke up with her.." "Oh my God Jake! Why didn't you tell me!?"
"I did it just now, you don't know what she was saying about you! Plus i like someone else. I can't keep my feelings from her anymore."
"Oh my Jake! Who is it!?"
"You."
"W-what?"
"you.."
"Really?"
"Yeah, Bella your the first person i think of when i wake up- and the last person i think of at night."
and then i blacked out.
Edward;
Isabella Marie Swan, The girl i was in love with- would never love me back. And that was because of how i treated her all these years, she hates me because of me- and i blame her for that, how biased is that? And i know she wont be single for much longer, ive seen the way Jacob Black stares at her- the longing he has in his eyes and she would never turn him down- she loves him too, perhaps not in the same way, but she does thats why i was going to confess how i felt to her in bioligy, but just as i was getting there Mike Bloody Newton interuppted me, and i had to pretend to laugh- even though it wasn't in the least bit funny. Hes disgusting, all the dandruff and grease in his hair is enough to make me sick. And the insult he threw at Bella this morning almost made me go up and punch him.
Lucky i have Emmett, he gets close enough to her and she isnt scared of him. He finds out stuff about her andtells me, but the bioligy lesson got to me. She was near tears- and i had caused that, me. Selfish, vain, cullen had caused sadness and despair. I wouldn't be surprised if she does choose Jacob over me. I'm nothing compared to him, nothing.
So when i saw him corner her after class all hope that she might be mine some day died. She looked so shocked for most of it, but her expression went from confusion to schock to sadness to shock again- i kept watching and there was no 5th emotion, she was on the floor, obviously she had fainted. Maybe this was gonna be easier then i thought. I went over and picked her up- taking her to the medical room. As i looked down at this- this angel. She was so beautiful. Her long red/brown hair and chocolate brown eyes were enough to make a grown mans knees wobble. She was skinny- yet everyone called her fat.
i left her in the medical room, i didn't want my cover to be blown- at least, not yet.