Wow. this is a really stupid fic. Ill probably revise it someday but it was stuck in my head. It's based off of this awesome CMV I saw. Uninstall by VandettACosplay. I dunno this is really bad. Feel free to flame.
America ran. He didn't know where he was going, and he didn't care. HE just wanted to get away from it all. The anger, the anger, the pain, the sickness in this world, the sickness he had caused. He couldn't believe how stupid he had been. How could he not have seen it? Was he really that oblivious?
H remembered the fun times he had had with Japan, pulling him out of his shell, teaching him about the the world around him. America smiled, remember how resistant the country had been, then amazed at all the new things he had learned. America smiled.
And then the war. Japan's horrified face as America dropped the bomb. His pleading face before the second one was dropped. The pain in Japan's eyes as it exploded. The cold expression on America's as he pressed the button. America shuddered at the memory. He had pushed the button, not once but twice. Without mercy. America kept running, pushing away the thoughts.
How he driven away France after he had been friends with him for so long.
How Canada tried to help him, America just pushed him away.
He stopped, remembering the times he had before, when England was raising him. The smiles that they had worn, and laughter that echoed around. England's unamused face as America forced him to play airplane with him. His horrible cooking. America remembered his chibi self, running towards England, arms outstretched. America just blinked the image away and kept running.
America pushing England away. England's hand reaching out, beckoning to America to come with him. America turning away. England fighting to get him back. England aiming the gun at him getting ready to shoot him. England's desolate face as he dropped to the ground sobbing, unable to shoot him.
America ran towards England his hand stretched out. England's image just vanished, America's hand just passed through him. America dropped to his knees and sobbed. What had he done?