Chapter 1

Looking up at the stars, Sango sighed. It had been so hard lately. Closing her eyes, she let the wind blow thru her long black hair that was tied back loosely by a white ribbon. Her outfit, consisting of a white and pink robe covered by an olive dress, rustled as well. Leaning back, she looked up at the moon. It was so bright tonight, like an Orb of light.

A small sound behind her made her whirl. Putting her hand on Hiraikotsu – a Giant Boomerang – she prepared to hurl it. Out of the bushes came a small squeak and Sango relaxed. A tiny cat stepped out of the bushes, red eyes intent on Sango. It had two swishing tales and a black diamond on her forehead. Strolling over to Sango, it brushed up against her and Sango smiled, petting the small animals white fur.

"Hello, Kilala. I thought it might be someone else. Actually, I was hoping…" Sango trailed off and looked back up at the stars. She had been hoping it was Miroku. She needed to tell him soon, or it would be too late. Kilala let out a tiny mew and nestled against Sango's leg. Sango smiled and then sighed. So long ago….

Flashback

Hurtling the Hiraikotsu at the giant Eagle Demon, Sango prepared for combat. As the boomerang circled around – narrowly missing the demon – Sango caught it and hurled it again. Hitting the Eagle Demon between shoulder and torso, it squawked and fell to the ground. Inuyasha jumped up then, slashing out with his Tetsusaige. Kagome had an arrow notched and was waiting for the opportune moment. But Sango's eyes were drawn to the lone monk, waiting for his opportunity in their task. Driving his staff into the ground, he tugged experimentally at the Prayer Beads that were wrapped firmly around his hand. The Eagle Demon managed to avoid Inuyasha's sword, but went hurtling toward Miroku. Sango felt her heart stop as Miroku's eyes widened, but then the Prayer Beads were off and a howling wind filled her ears. The Wind Tunnel – or Kazaana – began to suck in the Bird Demon and soon he was gone and Miroku was tying the Prayer Beads back on, a grin on his face.

Landing, Sango climbed off Kilala and walked over to him, hands in fists. Miroku calmly dusted himself off and prepared for the onslaught.

"You idiot! You could have been killed! Why did you wait until the Demon was only a few inches away?" howled Sango. Inuyasha landed and re-sheathed Tetsusaiga. Kagome lowered her bow and stared as Sango approached Miroku, hands clenching and unclenching.

"Don't worry yourself so much Sango," said Miroku, eyeing her hand. He knew that if he didn't tread carefully, a slap would be in store. "I just waited for the right moment. That's all."

"You've been more careless then usual, monk. Do you truly think to live forever? You could've been killed today! And then what? Naraku would continue to live and you wouldn't get your revenge. Is that what you want?"

"Sango. I don't know why you're so angry but I'm sorry," apologized Miroku. It was true; he had no idea why Sango was mad. It just made no sense.

"You'll never understand, will you?" muttered Sango. She climbed back onto Kilala and flew away, not looking back.

End of Flashback

Sango lay down on the grass, eyes closed. He would never understand, that much she knew. Never. No one would understand her feelings. She was betrothed to another, but loved a monk. What was she to do? She had left in such a huff to come back to this place, the first place he had put his hand on hers. Every time she thought of him, anger and love would course through her, emotions so entangled she couldn't figure them out.

"What should I do, Kilala? He's so clueless. And such a womanizer I doubt he ever noticed me." Petting Kilala, she turned over onto her stomach. Gazing out at the water, she wondered if he would ever be hers. He was so clueless! Throwing a rock into the water, she let her anger simmer and mused over the fact if they had found where she was or not. Running off like that; it wasn't like her at all. Maybe they'd be smart and actually find her.

Kilala stood suddenly and growled as something sounded far down the road. Sango jumped up and rushed for cover, hiding in a cove that had been dug out long ago.

"I don't know why you thought of coming here, Miroku. Sango is pissed at you so let her be," came a ruff voice. Sango grimaced. They had finally found her.

"That's what I can't understand, Inuyasha. Why she is so mad is a mystery to me," said Miroku.

Maybe if you thought of more then women you'd realize, stupid, thought Sango bitterly.

"I think Sango just wants to be alone," came a woman's voice. Sango lifted her head. She wanted to talk to Kagome; she was the only one able to understand her feelings. She would need to talk to her without the others knowing.

Peeking over the rim of the cove, she saw them stop only inches from where she was, Miroku and Inuyasha with their backs to her. Kagome dropped her backpack to the ground and had her hands on her hips, glaring at the two men.

Sango waved slightly to Kagome and when she noticed, put a finger to her lips. She then motioned with her hands that she wanted to talk to her alone. Kagome nodded slightly and Inuyasha asked her what she was nodding about.

"Nothing. I think I forgot something at home. I'm gonna go back thru the well, all right? But I really don't think Sango would be here, Miroku. Good guess though," said Kagome

"And how do you plan on getting back to the well?" barked Inuyasha, arms crossed.

"I can walk. Go set up camp somewhere. I need to talk to Kaede before I leave," replied Kagome. Inuyasha growled but nodded.

"I'll come for you in the morning so be ready." Turning away, Inuyasha, Miroku and Shippo – the tiny fox demon – walked away. After Kagome was sure they were out of earshot, she walked over to the cove and Sango crawled out.

"Thanks for not telling them where I was," said Sango. Kagome settled down beside her and gazed out at the water.

"So Miroku was right. You are here after all. Why did you choose this place?" asked Kagome. Sango sighed.

"It's because this was the first time he touched my hand, not my butt. I just felt like I needed to come here to think…." Trailing off, she glanced at Kagome.

"Miroku's really worried, Sango. He doesn't understand your anger, or your worry. If you just came out and told him–" Kagome was cut off as Sango rushed in, anger embedded in her voice.

"No! If I told him, that would mean that I'm neglecting my father's wishes. I can't do that, Kagome! He's gone and the only way to make him rest in peace is by going by his wishes!"

"But do you love the man you are betrothed to?" asked Kagome quietly.

Sango looked up sharply and stared at her. Kagome was gazing out at the water, eyes troubled.

"No, I don't love him. But," Sango bowed her head, afraid.

"Then don't. Go by your our wishes Sango. If you love someone, either tell them, or hope they'll figure it out. In your case, I'd tell Miroku. He really cares for you Sango," whispered Kagome. Sango nodded. Kagome was right whether she wanted her to be or not.

"But how do I know he feels the same way?" asked Sango. Kagome stood, brushing off her skirt.

"I don't know, Sango. But don't let your feelings turn you away from what you want," Kagome let out a short laugh. "You don't know how great someone is until there almost gone." Turning away, she picked up her backpack and headed in the direction that Inuyasha had gone.

Sango pulled her knees up to her chest and hugged them. Kilala crawled over to her and yawned. Sango smiled slightly, though many things troubled her now: Should she do as Kagome said and tell Miroku? Or should she do as her father wished?

Yawning, Sango settled down, head on the Hiraikotsu and closed her eyes. Kilala curled up under her neck and purred and Sango smiled. Sleep took her as thoughts of her decision filled her head.

Hope you liked Chapter One. I'm gonna post at least three more next time so be ready.