At one moment, it was as if an endless pounding was in his head every time he spoke, and the next, it was as if he would die without him.
He wasn't sure why that idiot had this effect on him. In fact, that idiot shouldn't affect him at all. He was just like a bug, some annoying thing in the corner of his eye.
But he knew, Doumeki was much more than that to him. He was nothing. He was everything. He was his only tether to the world. He was going to kill him. He was the world. He was the harbinger of doom.
And even though it drove him crazy to think about it, he loved him more than anything.
AN: Part of a music meme. Rules were to put a music player on random and write something related to the theme or feeling of the song in the timeframe of the song. So, the song here was All Hope is Gone by Slipknot, and the pairing was Doumeki/Watanuki from xxxHolic. I might expand on this if enough people like it. ;P