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I looked at the form Finn had given me and thought about why I was here.
It was last week. Finn came up to me and told me that Kurt told him that we broke up. He said he knew why also. He said that Kurt said that I never want to do anything except have sex and that when Kurt would deny me of it I'd just go watch porn to get off. "Here dude, I got this for you and I want you to at least think about it."
So here I go…
Test Yourself to discover if you are a Sexaholic
Introduction
In SA you are a member when you say you are. The only requirement for membership is a desire to stay sober. These 20 questions are not a definitive test for sexual addiction, they are simply an aid to help you determine whether or not you need SA. Sometimes members have come to SA early in their addictions and may have achieved quite a low score. However, as their addictions have progressed so new boundaries have been broken and, when answering these questions at a later date, they have achieved a much higher score. Keep your score handy as you go along, there is an analysis at the bottom of the page. YES =1 NO=0
The Questions
Have you ever thought you needed help for your sexual thinking or behaviour? 0, I never thought it was a problem until Kurt said it was…
That you'd be better off if you didn't keep "giving in"? 1, I think that I might run out of sperm before I get married…
That sex or stimuli are controlling you? 1
Have you ever tried to stop or limit doing what you felt was wrong in your sexual behaviour? 1, one time I did, and I ended up frustrated at Kurt for five hours for no reason…
Do you resort to sex to escape, relieve anxiety, or because you can't cope? 1, I think so…
Do you feel guilt, remorse or depression afterward? 1, I hurt Kurt once…I will never forgive myself for that..
Does your pursuit of sex become more compulsive? Uh…compulsive how?
Does it interfere with relations with your spouse? 1, boyfriend actually, we broke up because of it
Do you have to resort to images or memories during sex? 1, a lot of the time yes…
Does an irresistible impulse arise when the other party makes the overtures or sex is offered? 1
Do you keep going from one "relationship" or lover to another? 0
Do you feel the "right relationship" would help you stop lusting, masturbating, or being so promiscuous? 0
Do you have a destructive need - a desperate sexual or emotional need for someone? 1, he left
Does the pursuit of sex make you careless for yourself or the welfare of your family or others? 1...
Has your effectiveness or concentration decreased as sex has become more compulsive? 1, my grades dropped
Do you lose time from work for it? 1, I got fired
Do you turn to a lower environment when pursuing sex? 0
Do you want to get away from the sex partner as soon as possible after the act? 0
Although your spouse is sexually compatible, do you still masturbate or have sex with others? 1, I masturbated all the time when Kurt would say no, which was almost every time…
Have you ever been arrested for a sex-related offence? 1, well a restraining order rather…
14 Yeses…
Looks like I'm going to SA next week. I sighed to myself. "Dammit!" I screamed and kicked my chair. I'm in college and my sex life has already eaten me alive.
I dialed the number. "SA office."
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