Mature Audience
Chapter 1 Having the blues
Naruto P.O.V
I was looking through my window pane as the villagers walked by. I need to talk to someone instead of talking to myself. I have been on my own since my mother gives birth to me. I looked at the walls and back to open window. I wished I had someone sitting next to me, as I open my soul to them. Letting them know I feel about the woman I love. So I pretend there was someone next to me listening as I begin to speak to the walls. You can break me down into tiny pieces. Chew me like I'm a piece of meat. Spit on my face. Slap me a couple times. Kick me. Punch me. I don't care anymore. You hate me or you love me. You won't return my messages. You never responded to mine kisses. Why do you push me back? Every time I want to hold you.
I ask myself over and over again. Do you love me or not. What wrong with this cruel world? I wish the rain washed my tears. I'm here alone without you. I bet you having fun with Ino. Having a girl's night out. I look out from my window. It's raining hard as hell. I'm your boyfriend. Are you pretending to be mine? Are you acting a show? You are a good actress working in Hollywood. Taking a picture as a famous celebrity. I forgot you work at the hospital. Every day that passes by I sends you flowers.
I write a message saying how much I love you. Are you too busy to notice me? I notice you don't pay attention. Tell me how busy you're for not notice I am taking a lot of your time. You don't care anymore. How I feel towards you. I want to run away from you. But something is holding me back. I visit you at the hospital. I called your name and you never responded It's like you are never there.
It's like stabbing me with a kunai. Are you hiding away from me? This silent is killing me. Sitting here on my bed. Thinking about you. What are you doing? It's hard for you to knock at my door and said a hello. This is killing me. I wanted to disappear from this world. You're making it hard for me being without you will not be easy. Are you in love with someone else. That guy across town by the name of Sasuke. It's work stressing you too many patients to see it hard to focus on one person.
I'm fading away without you. My heart is dying slowly. I'm in pain and its hurts. I don't want to get out of bed today. I'm not hungry at all. Since the first day at the academy, I fall in love with you. You give me a smile. You made me blush. I kiss that forehead of yours. You turn red. I invited you to a couple of dates. You rejected all of them. I understand you were shy at first. We work together as team 7 . It was you and me and Emo Sasuke. Remember all the mission we went through.
I would give you my life for you. I almost die for you. I will do it again to give my life for you. We grow up together. I even ask you out on a date. I was fifteen when I came back to the village after training with the pervert Sensei to eat some ramen at Teuchi and Ayame. I was going to give up on you. I was surprised you said yes. You made me the happiest man that day. What made you change your mind. You let me hold your hand. We walk together holding hands. The villagers look at us with funny faces. We went on a couple dates. The second date it was snowing. So we played throwing snowballs at each other. Then we made a snowman. We added eyes and a nose. It got so cold we went to eat some ramen to warm us up.
I can tell you had so much fun. Back to reality. I walk out from my apartment. I went to see granny at her office it stops raining. I step in every puddle. It brought back memories. When I was a child I enjoy stepping in the puddles and when it rain I will run as fast as can. Getting wet under the rain it washes all of the pain away. I saw a rainbow being reflecting on the sky that brought a smile everything will be okay. I continue to walk dragging my feet's.
I was not smiling today. I had the biggest frown. I climb the stairs. I fall down backward. I got up and continue climbing without making any noise. I slowly drag my feet's through the long hall. As I reach granny door I heard a voice. It sounded two people talking. I knock at the door. I heard a female voice to coming in. I slowly twisted the doorknob. I open the door and I walk inside. I closed the door behind me. I walk forward. I found a chair. I was tired so I sat down.
I said hello grandmother how are you today. I'm fine Naruto" she answers. I pretended that I was the only person there. I didn't notice she was there. I turn around when she said hello. She walked toward me. She planned a kiss on my lips. I responded back to deepen the kiss. She smiles at me. I give her a fake smile. I said hello back to her. Granny spoke, "What are you here?" she asks.
I want to know if you can send me out on a mission. "I'm bored and I need the money. I replied. I have not been on a mission for awhile. There is nothing to do here at Konoha." I answer. Granny spoke, "there will be a mission in three days".
"I will take it, " I said. "There will be others that will attend this mission," she said. "Who is going?" "Temari and Shikamaru, Ino and Sai," she said. "Perfect I don't have a problem," I said. "What type of a mission," I asked. "It's a rank S" she replied. More money the better and thank you banchan. I got up from my chair. I was walking towards the door. When she spoke to me. Naruto can you take me out on a date. I turn around looking at her. I can not deny her. I give her a small hug. "What about seven o' clock," I said. Perfect timing. My shift at the hospital will end up at four o clock. That will give me plenty of time to get ready" she said. She kisses me again. This time was a passionate kiss. I responded to her kiss. We walk out together through the halls in silent.
We climbing the stairs one at a time. I walk her towards the hospital. I will see you at seven o' clock I, and I will pick you up at your parent's house" I said.
Naruto Flashback:
I remember like it was yesterday. It's been years since Sakura lost her from a winter freeze. They were on a mission and they froze to death. I and granny are the closest people to her. Beside her friend Ino. She went through hell that day. She didn't want to eat at all. She didn't come out from her house. She didn't spoke to anyone. She cried to sleep. I had to force her out of bed.
I had to help her to take a shower. I scrub her hair. I wash her body from head to toe. I help her getting dress. I had to drag her out. I wanted for her to get fresh air. I invited her to eat some ramen. I had to feed her. She didn't want to go back to work. I stayed by her side. Every day that passed by was the same thing over and over again. I never give out on her. She was suffering. Her heart was breaking into two. I had to heal it. My love was her medicine. Her depression faded away by being there for her.
End of Flashback.
The clock was ticking time was passing by. I took a shower. I rub some deodorant. I comb my hair into a ponytail. It was too long that it cover my face. I took a black tuxedo out of the closet. I got dress. I give my shoes a shine. I walk out of my apartment. I headed towards Ino flower shop. I walked inside, I saw Ino she had a bored face. She turns to face me. "What up I'm here to get some flowers," I said. "Are you on a date" she ask. I answer to her question "Yes". She knew what kind of flowers Sakura likes. She had them ready for me tie with a red ribbon.
I paid her and I walk toward Sakura house. Sakura was singing a sweet melody. Her window was opened. I could hear her singing it was music to my ears. I whistle that I was here. I heard her voice. "I'm coming Naruto wait for me" she shouted. Sakura was wearing a white cherry blossom dress it had a heart shape design it wrap around her chest. Her back was bared. She was wearing a see-through strapless black bra. And a sexy orange underwear that it was tied on both ends. She was wearing some black stocking. There was a garter belt holding each one.
On one side of her dress, it had an opening. You can see her sex creamy legs. Sakura fixed her hair on a bun. She had a pin that had a cherry blossom as a design. Her Makeup was well done. Her body had matured. She had more curves. Her breasts were more rounded and more fuller. She was more womanly. She was seventeen years old. I was lucky to have her as my girl. Sakura walked down her family stairs. I stared at her like "wow!" She looks so beautiful.
Sakura P.O.V
I was so stressed out to many patients to see. I was thinking of Naruto why he hasn't stopped by like always. I missed him so much, I wonder if he stops love me. I was working on some patient reports. I wished Naruto was standing behind me, rubbing my back giving me a nice massage to released all the tension from my body.
I wiped my tears with a tissue, I released he forgot about me. He moved on without me. I was thinking the worst scenario that he got killed on a mission and no one told me about it. I shook that thought from my head. I crossed my fingers that he was alive and breathing.
I heard a knock on the door, I give a half of smile hoping it was Naruto coming to visit me. I shouted at the person behind the door that I was coming. I headed towards the door, "please let be Naruto" I said, as I open the door it wasn't Naruto knocking at my door it was my assistant nurse Kishou. I asked her why she was knocking on my door. She told me that it was lunch time, and she was going to get herself something at Teuchi and Ayame ramen stands. "I can bring you back a bowl of ramen or some sushi," she said.
I told her if she can bring me back a bowl of chicken flavor ramen she gives a smile, as she headed towards the hospital entrance. I notice she was holding an umbrella. So I figured it out that why Naruto didn't come to visit me today it was rain. I was angry at the rain for not letting Naruto come out to visit me today so I closed the door so hard I didn't realize it. I had felt a sneaky orange fox was sending a signal through his body.
I and Naruto were connected by a bonding seal it begins with a mark on my neck and two stripes running down my left hand. One is black and the other one is orange and both of them touches the ring finger forming a black and orange circle. Naruto has the same mark on his neck with the two stripes running down his right hand. One is black and the other one is orange and both of them touches his ring finger forming a black and orange circle.
I can feel Naruto sadness sipping through his body. I had a feeling he was alone inside his apartment crying his eyes out. I can hear him speaking to the walls pretending that someone was there listening to him. I was listening to every word that came from his mouth I was speechless. So I took my courage to asked him to take me on a date when I saw him at my surrogate mother's office requesting for a mission. I was going to ask for his forgiveness it was my fault that he was having the blues.
I was happy that he didn't say no when I told him to take me on a date. Here he is standing on my doorstep. I couldn't stop staring at him. He is so handsome. Well, groom and his hair were pull back into a ponytail. He had a small mustache around his face. Well, groom and slightly shave. Sakura he said, "you look beautiful." I give him a smile and he gives me small blush. Sakura spoke, "you look very handsome." I wink at her.
Author Note's From St3rfire
Naruto has been on his own since he was a baby. As the years transcurred he been through a lot. With his pains and struggles, he will help his pinkie go through her own pains struggles. This story has a first and second point of view. From both characters. And also it has different emotions into the story. As the story progress, you will understand each other tears. This story has a first and second point of view. From both characters. And also it has different types of emotions into the story. As you read along there will be challenges. That help their relationship to become stronger. Naruto and Sakura will be the one's to tell you their story. Chapter 1 has both Characters P.O.V
Me as a writer and author I'm just writing their love story. For them to become one individual in mind,body, and soul.
I wrote this story on DeviantArt on Jan 3, 2015. I will be adding the rest of the chapter that I have complete on this beautiful story. I will write more chapters after I have added the ones that are already written. You can leave a review I don't mind at all. But...I love the favorites and followers more. I have more stories on NaruSaku that I have writing on DeviantArt, that I will be adding as well.
This a dialogue that I wrote between the characters and me.
St3rfire P.O.V
I was calling someone by the name of sunshine, sunshine, sunshine "Where are you?" I search high and low. Left and right no sign of him. I give out a small growl. I think I see him. Here he comes walking through Konoha. Like always with his hand's inside his pocket. Wait a minute, this time, he look's different. His body look's kind of sluggish. His hand's almost touching the floor. And he is dragging his feet's. His long blond hair is a mess. His face is not looking as bright. It look's like he has the blues or something. Let me tried again to called his name. I hope this time he will stop to hear me.
I tried again I called him sunshine, sunshine, sunshine . I'm crossing my fingers, he will listen this time.
Naruto P.O.V
I made a "Huh" someone is calling my name. I heard three time's Sunshine, sunshine, sunshine. I stop for a moment. I look on my surrounding's. The villager's like always. With there usual lives. They looked at me with a smile. And some with hatred inside their eyes. I search high and low. Then I search on my left and then on my right. I could not find that person calling me. I was confused who could it be? The only person that could be is Sakura-Chan. She is the only one that call's me by Sunshine. Wait a minute it could not be her. She is too busy for me. She always working at the hospital. There goes again that female voice. That sweet voice: Sunshine, sunshine, sunshine. Could it be Hinata calling me to asked me a question? I love her as a sister and she loves me as a brother.
A small conversation between Naruto and Hinata)
Naruto Flashback
I remember when she confesses her love for me. I told her the honest true about my feeling's. Towards my pinkie since the began of the academy. She understood me. When I told her that I love her as a sister. And she told me that she love me as a brother. That her feeling's confused. That she loved Kiba as a man. I told her to explain to me her true feelings against him. She told me that she love the way. That Kiba protects her against the enemy. And how he used Akamaru to shield me from any attack's. I was about to fall in love with Shino. But he is so creepy with his bugs. And he does not talk too much.
End of Flashback.
Naruto: I am losing my mind. I am hearing voices in my head. I looked all over to find that voice. The villagers may be thinking that I'm going crazy. That I'm talking to myself. "Who are you as I pulled one of my kunai from my ninja tool bag?" I was holding it tight. I was focusing on the enemy. "Whoever you are"? Please come out" I shouted.
St3rfire: "What" he has a kunai in his hand. Does he think I'm an enemy? That got me so mad. I'm going to knock out some sense out of him. I walk toward's him on my tip-toes. I give him a hard smack on the back of his head. A loud sound was heard. I clear my voice. I talked to him behind his ear. Sunshine I'm sorry to smack you on your head. You deserve it baka I said. You got me so mad. I was calling you so many times.
Naruto: I was about to release Kurama. On this individual. This person that hit me from behind. I give out a growl. When I heard a small tap on my shoulder. I heard the female voice. "Excuse me Sunshine I need to talk to you, " She said. I slowly turn around to face my enemy. I was still holding my kunai. In front of m, there was a woman. She looked like 39 year's old. She had black hair with blue in it. I almost fall backward when I saw that look in her eyes. I almost stab myself with my own Kunai. She had madness in her eyes. She was about to pound me into the ground. And knock me out cold. She was not a civilian or a ninja. She was not wearing a headband representing a village. She was a normal human being. I talked to her in a small devilish voice. "Do I know you I said. Are you an enemy about to attack me. I will kill you if you do something against me or my village.
St3rfire: I am sorry what about to do, I slap him across the face. I spoke to him snap out of it Sunshine. He shakes his head to come out of his defense mode. I heard him said "ouch" following with a small growl. "Why did you hit me again" he shouted. "Who you think you are women," he asks.
Naruto: She yelled from the top of her lung's. Put away that Kunai. Before I twist your hand. And stab you instead with that Kunai. I don't want to put my kunai way. "Who is going to make me?" he said. I responded to him (me, myself, and I). I can tell she was so aggravated with me. And very upset with my attitude. Fine, she Said, "do not listen." I will not continue with this love story anymore. Something she said that made me snap out of my bad ass mood. What did you say, women?
St3rfire: You heard me loud and clear. Do not give me an act you didn't hear me. I heard him growl at me. "Why I'm here at Konoha", he asks. And why I'm calling him by sunshine. I scream at him sunshine if you want me to answer your question's. And to give you an explanation. Do what I said. Because I will not give you and Sakura- chan a chance to be together. And to be happy in love. He looks at me with those cerulean eyes. I stare at him back. What going to be his reaction. He spoke fine I'm all fox ears. And when you are done explaining yourself. I will count up to three. For you to leave Konoha. And if you come back I will definitely kill you. I answer his question. After I'm done explaining to you. You will definitely change your mind and answer.
Naruto: I make myself comfortable on the ground. To listen to her story or explanation. I put my kunai back into my tool bag. I place both of my hands on top of my chest. She also made herself comfortable on the ground.
St3rfire: I give a small "hum" where should start. I took a long breath to relax. I was boiling in madness. "Few" that was closed of getting myself killed by him. I wiped the sweat from my forehead. I looked at him. Wondering if he is thinking. What I'm going to tell him. A big lied to save me. From being banned from Konoha. I was thinking of the right word's to said. I can tell he was losing his patience with me. He began to tap his finger's on the ground. I lost concentration on what I was thinking. He made me jump when he did that. With his sexy male voice, he spoke. "Do not make me wait too long?" he said. Okay, I told him here goes nothing. I said to myself hoping he believes my story. I clear my throat to speak. I called his name Sunshine I said. He responded "Yeah," he said. "Wait a minute are we related or something, " he said. I told him no but in a way yes. He told me what do I mean. I told him to let me find the right words. To tell you what I mean.
I was so excited to speak to him. I was not mad at him anymore. And he was not in his defense mode. Sunshine I said the reason that called you that. I know that you do not belong to me. But I'm happy that I can use you inside a story. He spoke can I asked you a question" he said. Go ahead what is your question. If I have the answer for it. I will give it to you. "What do you mean using me in a story," he asks. I told him that I'm a writer and an author. And I write stories about you and Sakura-chan. In a love story so you can be together. I was calling you because I notice. That something was wrong with your body language. Your hair was messy. And your hands were hanging low. Can you tell me what wrong with you I ask?
Naruto: "Wow," I said she is a writer and author. I did not know she was writing a love story. About me and Sakura-chan. Me and my dumb self-thinking she was an enemy. I told her I'm so sorry for thinking wrong about you. And for pulling out a kunai to kill you. I asked her what your name. She told me that is was St3rfire. And that name she gives herself as an author. I told her that is a beautiful name. I give him a small blush thank you.
St3rfire" Naruto Can You tell me why you look so blue. The only thing missing is a harmonica to played the blues. I told her that I had a feeling that Sakura-chan was ignoring me. That she didn't want to be around me. She is my girlfriend and I'm her boyfriend. I was being blue that she will not respond to my love messages. I was afraid that I lost her again. That she was about to commit another suicide attack. I am sorry I didn't know. I give him a small embrace. He smell's like ramen. I heard from a little bird. That she told you to take her on a date. I also find out that she kiss you. And that you responded back to her kiss. This story is based on first point view and second point view. The name of this story is called melancholy in his own tears. This story is based on your own tear's Naruto. I was rubbing his back to calm him down. He was pouring out his soul. He was explaining to me a little bit. What happens to Sakura after her parents die. I give him a small kiss on his forehead.
Naruto: Her smell's so good. I can smell a cherry blossom scent. Her smell is like Sakura-chan. I felt like I was being wrapped in a motherly hug.
St3rfire: Sakura-chan was at the hospital with a patient. She went to open the patient window. To let a few breeze come in. All of the sudden her face change. She saw Naruto embracing another woman. And she also saw when I give him a kiss. She shaded a small tear. She whisper Sunshine does not love me anymore. That what she was thinking. I saw her from the corner of my eye. I let go of Naruto. I began to call Sakura-chan, Sakura-chan, Sakura-chan.
Sakura: I am hearing voices. I am death. Was I send to heaven. I yelled to the female voice. I'm coming I said. I told my assistant nurse Kishou. That I will be right back. I think I'm hearing Lady Tsunade calling me. I run out of the hospital so fast. I was getting closer to the voice. I arrive at the scene where Naruto was with that women. From behind she looked like Hinata. She had black hair with blue in it. I whisper to her from behind. Hinata are you calling me. Did something happen to Naruto I said? When I looked at her from the front. She turns around to face me. She jumps back I'm sorry. I am little confused. I thought you where Hinata.
Naruto: Sakura can you please sit down. Where Naruto there no chair's around. "Silly" pinkie on the ground I mean.
Sakura obeyed to Naruto demands. Sunshine can you tell me who is this beautiful woman. I give a small blush. Thank you, Sakura-chan. You are also a beautiful kunoichi. No wonder Naruto is deeply in love with you. I can tell you have a good soul. Sakura was blushing a dark red.
St3rfire: I saw how Naruto placed both of his hands. On Sakura right ear. I saw him whispering in her ear. I saw one of his finger moving up and down. He explains everything that happens between us. Sakura looked at Naruto with an evil stare. He continues explaining to her. Her expression change. She punches him in the stomach. Baka how could you do that to her she said. I heard Naruto gasping for air from the blow. I'm sorry Sakura-chan I thought she was an enemy at first.
Sakura: I am sorry for Naruto behavior. Naruto please apologize to St3rfire. "I am sorry St3rfire I didn't mean to pull a kunai on you," he said.
St3rfire: It alright Sunshine you didn't know. Who I was in the beginning. I got up I'm going home. To relax you give me a hard time today. Don't worry I will continue with this love story. Both of them were blushing. "You can stay in Konoha Naruto," said. Sakura whispers "you can stay too," she said. I want to know how this story turns out. I told them thank you. By the way, Naruto you look stunning. And Sakura you looked so amazing. Both of them were blushing a dark shade of red. "Thank you" they shouted in unison. And they leave towards their apartment. Far away I heard them said this is weird. I love story is written about us. Sakura-chan I saw her freeze. When she heard me calling her name. "Yes, St3rfire," she said. "Can you embrace Sunshine? He was crying before you came. He will explain to you why" I said "Okay, St3rfire," she said. I notice that he was crying. By then sees you tomorrow.
Sakura-chan and Naruto can you do a disclaimer for me. "Yeah what is it? Can you tell the readers? That I don't you own you. If I did I will be a millionaire. "Okay, they said. St3rfire does not own Naruto and me."