Jenonca- here is poem from Jacob's point of view. It is based on new moon and eclipse when bella goes back to Edward and still leads Jacob on. I got the idea from Bella thinking about Jacob being her Paris and Jacob's pain when Bella chooses Edward.
Run! The voice says, you come at me screaming, it's now or never
Somehow i know you're going to hurt me as you will forever
You don't see, what i see, when you're near me every day
I pray that you don't come to me on Valentine's Day
You kill me over and over twisting that knife into my heart
You pull it out laughing as you do when we're apart
I wish that laughter was for something else other than my demise
My pulsing heart turns into those candy hearts
I know now you were never mine
i was insane to believe you wanted me
You are the blame for my maim
It may not be physical but it's still emotional
That's what makes it worse, are you ashamed?
Of course you're not coz you're not in pain
You savour my heart, staring me down
Why won't you let me go now?
My eyes snap open you're no longer here
Just a nightmare that doesn't belong
Am i all that you hold dear?
No that question's wrong.
Do you even realise what you are doing
You say you didn't want to hurt me,
Yet you led me on, still mocking
What did you think would happen, that i wouldn't be torn
When you left, you ripped my heart out
I know now it's no longer dawn
Just stand there in the shadows and glare
You didn't even give me anything to spare
Why couldn't you had said go i don't want you
Instead you say don't go i need you
What is this a Shakespeare play
He's your Romeo, you're Juliet and I'm Paris
What a sick twist
Go to your Romeo we all know he's who you want
Stop twisting that knife, don't taunt
Go ahead and die
I shouldn't have tried to be by your side
I'm done that's it. I'm gone. I don't ever want to come back
Go ahead play Romeo and Juliet
I'm not your Paris and I wished we had never met
