A/N: Yet another one? Yup, I'm awesome I know.

Clare POV:

I was stuck in my own little world, thinking that everything was perfect. Truth is I was kidding myself. Who was I to believe that that everything would turn out okay? My answer, absolutely no one. I had only been through one previous heartbreak, but not even that could compare to the war that has erupted in my heart. Now I am left alone with no one but my own thoughts to talk to. I started this, I caused everyone's pain around me, yet I still can't figure out what I did to deserve all of this. I am now shattered pieces of what my life used to be; no one is here to help me piece it back together. Not even my alleged "soul mate". Truth is, he was the first to leave, and then everyone gradually followed him. But I am a thousand percent determined to put my life back together, even if I go insane in the process.

FLASHBACK:

It was just another boring day in English; Ms Dawes was rambling about how our papers needed more voice, personality. If you ask me, I think she's the one who's in desperate need of a personality.
The door opened and revealed a dark haired girl who had hazel eyes speckled with green and faint freckles filling her tan face. She was dressed in purple skinny jeans and a black and white plaid shirt. I have to admit, she was gorgeous. But I had nothing to worry about right?
The whole class was silent, waiting for Miss Dawes to introduce the new student.
"Everyone, this is Melody," she will be joining our class. "Melody, you can sit right in front of Mr. Goldsworthy." she said.
"and who would that be?" she whispered.
" the young man wearing all black, can't miss him," she answered.
Melody made her way to her new seat and Miss Dawes went back to her little tangent.
Not once did Eli ever turn around talk to me or make a snarky remark about miss Dawes lecture like he did every day, no he was too busy talking to melody.
I instantly felt jealousy start to creep into my mind, but I quickly pushed them away.
Finally, class ended and I hurried out the door.
"Clare wait!" I heard Eli's voice from behind me.
I turned around, becoming face to face with Eli.
" why were you walking so fast?" he said as we walked to my locker.
" Nothing, just couldn't wait to get out of there," I replied.
" you and me both" he sighed.
"oh really, I thought you were having so much fun with melody."
"Okay, I see what this is about; you think I will start liking melody. But don't worry, I only have eyes for you." he said skipping, planting a chaste kiss on my lips. Little did I know that wasn't the case at all.

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