I have this new story, I've been writing it for like 4 months so I have quite a few chapters done.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Greys sadly :O(

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"Chirstina! I'm fine!" I pleaded hoping she would leave me alone.

"Mer, your not okay to drive, I'm actually showing some compassion for once in my life, your drunk, I'm not, I'm driving you home!" Christina tossed back at me while getting up from her stool at the Emerald City Bar.

I took a quick glance around, this bar, it was my safety net. Something wrong? Go to Joes. I look to my left amd saw George and Izzie by the dartboard. George was supposed to teaching Izzie how to play but it looked like George was the one who neede the teaching. Izzie was dressed in a pink sundress, with a long sleeve shirt underneath, she had on soft pearl white heels on and her hair was done in a french braid. You could defintily tell that it was Izzie who had picked out George's attire for the night.He was wearing a light red polo with light blue jeans. I sighned, I was sure there was a giant green moster on my bak somewhere. They were birght and freakin shiny. Me and Derek were suppposed to be bright and shiny, not George and Izzie! Izzie must of caught me staring at them becyase she flasheed me a smile and waved her perfectly manicured hand at me. I treied my best to smile and wave back but then twisted back around in my bar stool so i was facing my empty tequila glass. I heard someone order a double scotch single malt. I whipped my head up execpting to see Derek but see a difeerent man instead he got his drink then left. Meredith sighed it seemed everything reminded her of Derek these days.

"Meredith!" Chirstina all but screamed into my ear breaking my train of thought. "My god, I was trying to get your attention for like 3 hours what the hell has your panties all up in bunch?"

I looked at Christina, debating in my mind if i should actually tell her or not. I opened my mouth anyways,

" I had told him that I didn't want to date other people, He tells me he wants to build a house, I foind out he kissed a nurse named Rose, I tell him I can't trust him, He goes on a date with rose. Why can;t it ever be I tell Derek I love him, he tells me he loves me back, and they lived happily ever after."

She rolled her eyes and sat back down and opened her mouth then shut it again. She took time to think then said,

"Because life dosen't work that way, I mean if it did do you honestly think if it did i would be sitting here with your sorry ass? No my story would go, Chirstina wants in on Hawns surgery, Hawn lets her do it and is impressed, And Christina was finally reconized as the better surgeon. "But no mine is," Chirstina raises her voice," Hawn hates Christina, Hawn thinks shes better than Christina," Christina rolled her eyes "Christina IS the better surgon but is not being recognized for it. You see Mer your life isn't the only one that sucks! Thanks Mer now I'm depressed too! joe another one please!" She yelled while pointing to her drink.

I giggled a little bit then my mind went back to wondering. The date with Rose was what was bothering me the most, I mean it was the main reason I was here sitting at Joes tonight, getting wasted. I saw them leave tonight, Rose in a red cocktail dress (pic in profile) Derek in a blue dress shirt and black dress pants. I guess I should be happy that he wasn;t wearing his good looking red shirt. I wondered if he was taking her to a resturant to east large chunks of carbs in a basket.

"Mer?" Chirstina grabbed my hand, "Let's go"

I nodded my head real fast, I need to get out of there fast. If I satyed any longer I would have a breakdown right in the middle of The Emerald City Bar. Me and Christina were on our way to the door when we bumped into people.

"Sorry!" I said quickly.

"It's alrig- Meredith?" A voice said, a voice that I knew very well, A voice that I had grown to love.

"Derek" I answed I looked his left, Rose.

I turned back around and heading back to the bar and sat down. Chirstina followed and asked Joe for more drinks. Derek and Rose, of course!, had to take seats RIGHT nest to me and christina. He was about to say something when I heard a scream, a loud scream. We all whipped around in our stools to see Izzie with a man behins her, with a gun to her temple. George was frozen still next to her.

The man started yelling, "Everybody down or else the chick dies!"

Christina, Derek,and Rose immeadity hit the floor but I was frozen. Derek quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me down and covered me.

"Do you have a death wish?!" He forcly wispered to me.

As I was lying on the dirty floor ,covered in spilled beer and broken peanut shells, with Derek overtop of me, I couldn't help but think maybe Izzie's life wasn't as bright and shiny as I had orignally thought.

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So how was it?

Review!

Love, Emma

Ps, all the outfits i mentioned are in my profile